My cruel alpha

Chapter 15

I woke up in our bed, my mates arms draped around me, and it felt good, all the tingles and just safe feeling, which is weird, because this guy is fucking abusive

I slapped my hand against his head and started giggling furiously
He shot up instantly, once he turned to the side he narrowed his eyes at me.
"You think that's funny?" He asked with fake mad face

"Yes" I simply said and started giggling again.

Hmmm he hummed
"Well I think this is funny" he said as started tickling me

I couldn't stop giggling
"No-no stop pl-please" I said out of breath

"Why baby? I think it's funny" he said as he tickled me even faster.

"Nooooo please stop" I begged again

"Only if you give me a kiss" he said with little smirk.

I leaned in pecking his lips.

"Come on baby, that's not a kiss" he teased

I leaned in again and pressed my lips on his for long and nice kiss.

"Now get off you cuddle bowl" I said while gently kicking him

"Cuddle bowl?" He narrowed his eyes.
"How am I cuddle bowl?"

"You pretend to be tough and all but you are cuddly little thing" I said in teasing tone

"That might be true" he said with a little smile which was adorable

"We should get up and get some breakfast" I suggested while already getting up from bed

"Yeah you do that and I have a meeting with the council" he said casually

"Meeting about what?" I asked

"Well upcoming war, I think your dad will want one" he said with serious tone

"Oh" I said guiltily

"What's wrong, princess?" He asked worriedly while taking my hand in his

"It's my fault" I said with a frown

"No it's not, it's my pack's duty to protect you as their luna, like it's also their duty to protect me" he said reassuringly

I still wasn't convinced tho

He left to take a shower and I stayed in bed, all this shit was making my head spin, I was in a bed with a guy who abused me, hurt me emotionally, and we were playing around and it felt wrong, was I just giving into the mate bond and the fact that I was marked which made the mate bond even stronger? I really needed to clear my head, because this is wrong, I'm not one of those girls who just goes back to the abuser. Or am I? Because all of this, feels amazing at the same time as it feels wrong.

I got up from the bed and headed towards my closed and picked out an outfit. While I was doing it, Jake left the bathroom

"I want to go on a run, need to clear my head" I said casually while rummaging through my closet.

"Okay, we can go after my meeting" he said

"No, I want to go alone" I protested because I really needed to clear my head and just be with myself. My wolf whined at this, because I think she wanted to shift and spend time with her mate

"Absolutely not, you are not going out alone, especially now, that your father is searching for you" he said like his word was final

"Yeah, you are not the boss of me, and if you thought for a second that you can tell me what I can do and what I can't do, you are wrong and I don't think, this will work out" I said while looking him straight in the eyes to get my point across even more

He looked really mad and it kinda made my body go numb from fear, I wanted to take back what I said but I had to stand my ground

We had a staring contest, he was glaring at me and I was keeping eye contact even tho my hands were shaking.

"You can stop looking at me like that, like waiting for me to break and give in, because I won't, and if you keep on using my fear for you, which you caused, this won't work. Because your apology won't mean shit" I said after few seconds of staring

His eyes softened and he let out a sign
"I'm sorry, it was not my intention to do what you said. I'm just scared that something will happen to you. Can you just take few guards with you, please?"

"Yes I can do that, if they keep their distance from me" I said with a tone that meant it was final.

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After I got ready, I came downstairs. Some kids were playing with toy cars, and some teenagers were just hanging out, it felt nice, to see my pack happy.

My pack, it's so weird. Andrea was eating breakfast while once in a while looking at the little kids and glaring. Like always, I shook my head.

"Hey Drea, how is this morning treating you?" I asked as I sat down besides her.

"It would have been perfect, if these kids haven't been so loud and made me notice them" she said with glaring look

"So like always? They didn't do anything and you are just mean?" I giggled

"Shut up" she said with her mouth full.

I myself had a few pancakes and left the kitchen where I was met with two guards

"Morning luna, alpha told us to accompany you for the run, I am Steve and this is Mike" Steve motioned to the other guy, who looked like he wanted to be anywhere but here

"Morning boys, let's go, I'm really excited"

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I shifted and felt all my senses become more strong, my wolf take full control and I sprinted leaving the boys to smell the dust.

It felt so good,  I felt so free. The wind blowing my fur and sun grazing my snout. I almost felt like there were no worries in the world, but a growl made me snap out of it.

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Hey guys, it's been ages, honestly I have no excuse, I just lost the creative vision for this book, cuz I got older and the plot that I had in mind just sounds stupid to me

But I really hope you liked it, and have a good day everyone

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