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Edited: 6/5/2020
Oikawa was to serve. The ball softly goes and you barely receive it 'Shit if this keeps on going we're gonna lose' you thought
You are a great player, actually and amazing player but the one thing that sets you back is how you start to panic, it takes over your whole emotions and actions. It's a bad habit and you mentally curse yourself, you only told your dad about this and only your dad, you feel like if you told your teammates you'd think that they will probably perceive you as weak, so you never told them..
Since you received the ball, it leaves kageyama in no position to do a counterattack. Kageyama looks at you trying to give you the signal that we need to the 'quick'
You nod and mentally prepare yourself. 'If I don't do this I could lose a point lead' you thought while trying to focus as hard as you can.
Kindaichi get the ball over first, but thankfully Noya receives it. The ball is back in the air, 'it's time to do this' you thought while kageyama send it to you
'I. Need. To. Win.' You thought while closing your eyes and spiking it with all your power.
You look and saw hands right in front, 'no this can't be, I was sure that I jumped in time'
The ball ricochets off the blockers' hand and flies to the back. As if slow motion you turn to see Kageyama, Nishinoya, and Asahi run for it
'This can't be' your eyes widen and like time stopped dead in its tracks the ball hits the ground and Aobajōsai wins the match.
You stood there speechless like as if you had no will, you drop dead in your knees. Your eyes widen and you can see that Shoyo and Kageyama lie on the floor devastated just like you
'This is all my fault, if I just timed my jump we could've gotten the point' that was all you could think about
Sugawara comes up to you, he saw that your eyes were cloudy, just by looking at your face explained everything you were feeling. You looked at him and said what you felt
"Suga its all my fault" you looked at him straight in the eye
"You know it isn't your fault (y/n)"
You just stood up and and went into the line ignoring Sugawara's reply, you shakes hands and move to the side. The team tried cheering you up but all you could think about was the same as in the court. Everyone felt the same, you felt that..making the feeling in the pit of your stomach even worst
You looked aimlessly at the surroundings but was interrupted by Ennoshita
"Hey (l/n)-san could go and get Kageyama and Hinata, they went outside to clean up" you just stood up and walked..silently
