I cant be happy😭

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*Jayden, Kenzie, Annie and Lauren were at Jayden's house*

Kenzie: what happened Jay? 🥺
Jayden: it's Lauren💔 she's been crying for the past ten minutes and I don't know how to help her🤧 she won't even tell me what's wrong.
Kenzie: let me see.
*Kenzie and Annie walked in*
Kenzie: lolo, what's wrong?🥺 why are u crying?
Lauren: I'm having so much problems at home💔 that's all
Annie: what kind of problems
Lauren: I think ima keep them a secret😔
Jayden: babe, if u want us to help u, u have to tell the situation ur going through🥺 we can't help u, if u don't tell us what's going on.
Lauren: I know but, I just.. I can't say anything or I'll get hurt again💔😭
Jayden: again? What do u mean again?
Annie: Lauren, is anyone hurting u?🥺
*Lauren broke in tears again*
Kenzie: lolo, please tell us so we can help u😩
Lauren: I can't guys, I'm scared of talking, I seriously cant💔😭😭
Annie: well then at least try to get ur mind off of whatever it is. Try to be happy, Lauren😔 happy for your family. Happy for us, for our other friends, for Jayden because Jayden hates seeing u sad. And try to be happy for ur fans💔🤧
Lauren: i try everything to be happy, Annie, and I just can't be it😭 I can't be happy😔 and if I am happy it always has to get ruined 😓 sometimes..
Annie: sometimes what, Lauren?
Lauren: sometimes I think about killing myself💔
Jayden: no baby😩😭 don't do that. You'll hurt ur fans, and you'll hurt me😔😔 please don't
Lauren: I've never been in such a horrible situation like this one😩 I can't smile, I can't laugh, I can't be happy🥺💔 I can't stay positive 😭
Kenzie: well at least ur gonna have to talk about it with a therapist 😔 it's the only way I find that make u get rid of ur situations😓
Jayden: Kenzie is right. You need a therapist 😔
Lauren: why are u guys even trying to help me?😩 u guys probably don't even care😓
Kenzie: what? Lauren we do care! If we didn't care we wouldn't be here worried about u🙄
Lauren: ur just doing that to make me happy, it's not working😓
Jayden: where did all of this suddenly come from?🥺 i want my happy baby back😓
Lauren: I try to be happy okay?! But I just cant😭
Kenzie:then let us help u, lolo.🥺 we're here for u, u know?
Lauren: *slowly nods*
Annie: lets go a therapist🤧

*They all went to a therapist and Lauren was in with her, while Jayden, Kenzie and Annie were in a small corner*

Therapist: so what's wrong with you, Lauren?
Lauren: *looks down*
Therapist: *grabs Lauren's hands* it's okay, I'm gonna help you☺️❤️ but for that you need to tell me what's wrong with you.
Lauren: *sighs and nods*
Therapist: good, now tell me what's wrong
Lauren: at home... I... my parents argue a lot, and it hurts me😔 to like, the point where I think their arguments are caused because of me, and it makes me feel worthless💔
Therapist: okay.. what's else?
Lauren: .. I'm getting abused at home too💔💔
Therapist: you're getting abused? By who? Your father?
Lauren: no.. my older sister😓 and when she abuses me it makes me feel even more worthless🤧
Therapist: I see now, first step is to remember something. Parents argue Lauren, and I'm sure it's never because of you. Second, tell your parents what your sister is doing to you, what your sister is doing, is called getting advantage of you, your sister probably knows how you feel and is doing that to make you feel worst😩
Lauren: *nods*
Therapist: third, next time your sister tries to hurt you, you have to stand up for yourself. Tell her to stop, yell for help, tell your parents, if for some reason your sister doesn't seem to stop, you have to call the police.🥺
Lauren: *nods again* I'm just scared..
Therapist: why are you scared?
Lauren: my sister is quiet violent😔 I don't know how to stand up for myself.
Therapist: let me ask you something, Lauren. When your sister hits you, what type of stuff do you say in your head? What does your brain say when you feel your sister about to hit you.
Lauren: it feels like screaming for help, and tell her stop😓
Therapist: and that's exactly what you have to do. Except you yell it, you don't keep it in. Let me ask you something else, how old is your sister?
Lauren: she's 19😔
Therapist: age enough for her to go to jail if she doesn't stop abusing you. Just remember what I told you, and last but not least, you aren't worthless, Lauren. You're important and you do matter.❤️ okay?
Lauren: *smiles and nods*

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