If i wasnt born...😔💔

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*Everyone was at the store being goofy and all, However Jayden seemed to notice that Connor wasn't as happy as he usually was*

Jayden: Connor, is something wrong?🥺
Connor: nothing, really. Besides this one thing

*everyone heard and they all went to hear*

Jayden: which is?
Connor: *sighs* ever since I was young, my parents somehow seem to never get along, they're constantly arguing and well yesterday they told me that they were getting divorced 😔
Cody: aye man it's okay *pats his back* I mean, probably their relationship wasn't working out. Well clearly it wasn't actually since you're saying that they didn't get along.
Connor: I know, but sometimes I feel like it's my fault😔
Kenzie: no Connor, it's never your fault.
Connor: in this case it probably is Kenz. 🥺 ever since I was practically born my parents never got along, I lived my whole childhood like that and it's traumatizing. 😩💔 for that reason is that sometimes I feel like if I was never born, my parents would still be together
Oliver: Don't say that Connor, you have a life, and a future to live. Don't give up on yourself just because of your parents🥺
Connor: *sighs*

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Connor's pov:
I know the guys are trying to make me feel better and I appreciate them for that. But it just doesn't seem to be working with me😔 if you saw your parents fighting through your whole childhood, basically since you were a baby, and then for one day to ask you to sit on the couch cause they wanna talk to you and they tell you that they're divorced. Wouldn't you think it's your fault?💔 sometimes I actually wonder how the world would be if I wasn't part of it. If I didn't exist,if I was never born, if my mom aborted me😩 my parents would still love each other probably. They would still be happy. They would never argue. They wouldn't take so much time of the day yelling and cursing at each other. They'd be happy, they'd be smiling, they'd be showing kind and affection to each other, they would laugh, they would hug. 😩💔 did I ruin their happiness? I probably did.

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@connorfinnerty- 😔 give me a reason to keep smiling

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@connorfinnerty- 😔 give me a reason to keep smiling.

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Comments:

@kenzie- you have fans, and people who care about you, and especially us!❤️
@connorfinnerty- 😩❤️

@missjaydenb- there's several reasons, Connor. Stay strong! We love u!
@connorfinnerty- I love u Jay!🥺

@codyorlove- life gets tough okay man? But life continues and it gets better. Trust me. Feel free to text me if you need help. We're here for you man❤️
  @connorfinnerty- thanks bro! 😩❤️

@indianamassara- you have us by your side, okay? Don't be sad. You can tell us anything😔
  @connorfinnerty- 🥺

@connorfan- what's wrong?!

@random1- omg why is everyone so sad all of a sudden? 🥺

@connorfandom- Connor🥺 what happened?

@tea.leaks- ☕️ what's going on here? I wanna know the tea

@annieleblanc- there isn't a reason, there's several reasons🥺
  @connorfinnerty- ily annie😩🥺❤️

@random2- awww! Everyone's supporting Connor that's so cute! Squad friendship goals!😩 ^ my friends wouldn't even care. 😔
  @codyorlove- they aren't true friends then.😖 friends are their for one another through everything. If they aren't their for you, they're not true friends. Leave them. They're not worth it. Look for more friends that will actually care about you. ❤️
   @random2- aww! Thanks Cody!! Ily😍🥺

@connorstan- something's wrong with connor🥺

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Annie's pov:
I turned off my phone and put it on charger and went downstairs to distract myself and watch tv with Hayley.

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