" Jade-"
i couldn't even get my words out because of the shock racking through my body . She stood there tears rolling down her face .
" i know ... i'm a murder ... a double fucking murder"
i walked over and hugged her feeling sparks ignite that i didn't even know were still there . maybe it was just because i felt sorry for her ....
" it wasn't because of you .... he chose to do that himself ." i whispered
she wiped the tears with her sleeve " but i also killed a new life ... a life that should of got so much more ."
she fell limp in my arms and just cried
" shh ." i soothed her stroking her hair and gently rocking her back and forth .
" i wanted us to have a life , i really did grayson but everything just got in the way and i didn't want anyone knowing what actually happened to my father because i was embarrassed." she got up and looked up into my eyes as i looked down at her rosy cheeks and plump lips . Her eyes were stained red from the tears but she was still beautiful but then i realised what she was ... evil .
" i waited for you . i thought you were dead . i nearly went to fucking jail because of you saying about your dad . i thought i was a murder . Do you know how hard it is to fucking think your love of your fucking sad life was dead because of you ? IT FUCKING BROKE ME . i was depressed and at the edge but no you were too worried about your IMAGE ? Your dad was sufffering inside and killed himself but no image is more important?!"
* play him and i by g-easy *
i looked at her while she fell to her knees crying and grabbing my trouser fabric .
" pathetic ." i spat
i grabbed the keys she left on the desk and opened the lock , throwing a fist at the guard . i grabbed his collar and punched him more until he was clearly unconscious.
i ran up to the final guard and finished him too .
my heart was beating so much but i knew i just needed to keep going until the end .
one person was in my head the whole time ....
Aislin
and i knew i needed to get to her and tell her how i feel because god knows i love her and i'm gonna fight till the end for her .
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A/N : well that was cringe oops !!
a big moth flew across my face while i was typing this in the dark and now i'm hiding in my bathroom 🥴
