#102 Confessions

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Ashton: You just had a wonderful dinner date with Ashton and he's now walking you home. "That was really fun," you laugh, "but I don't think we can go there ever again." "Yeah, the waiter really hates us," Ashton began to laugh along with you. You look around you and notice the stars and then find Ashton staring at you. "What?" you ask. "Nothing," he says with a blush and looks down. You both continue to walk in silence for a little until Ashton stops. "I don't know." You look at him confused, "what?" "I sort of feel like I'm on drugs when I'm with you," he admits. You look down, "is that a complement or an insult?" "Well I'm basically telling you that my insides feel good when you're around," Ashton says and starts to walk again. You hear absolutely nothing except for the chirping of the crickets. You can't help but smile, "so that's how you feel when you take drugs?" He playfully bumps his shoulder into yours and you both continue walking with giggles escaping each of your lips every now and then.

Calum: I was face to face with the person, who if I looked back five minutes ago, would be the last person I'd ever want to see. "I'm sorry," he said. You looked anywhere but Calum's eyes. "I know I messed up; I messed up really badly. But I'm sorry. I didn't mean for things to spiral out of control like they did. I never meant to hurt you." Calum was trying to get you to look at him but his words clearly didn't help that cause. You stayed silent for a moment until Calum reached his hand up and tilted your chin so you'd look into his eyes. "Hey, I want my best friend back," Calum began, "Because I'm in love with her." You looked at him not really knowing how to come about this situation. In your mind you were still debating whether or not to forgive him. You knew you still loved him but you didn't want to make the wrong decision. You finally came about a decision and leaned up and kissed him. You didn't know if that was the right thing to do but you loved him and he loved you. What else really matters? After all, this moment will just be another story someday.

Michael: You and Michael had the best relationship... but then it went public. People criticized every thing you did and said. The hate was ruthless but you chose to ignore it. Though Michael, being his naive self, didn't. He hated it. He hated the way people spoke to you. He hated what people did to you. And most of all, he hated what people said about you. He didn't want anybody to think poorly of you so he let you go. He broke up with you. He thought he was doing you a favor. You fought him. Boy, you fought him a lot. But he was being so stubborn that he didn't even care. He just wanted you to be happy. He thought ending it would make you happy but he was wrong. Very wrong. He sat down on the tour bus a while later only to find that he wasn't alone. Ashton was sitting relatively close to where Michael chose to sit. "You alright?" Ashton asked Michael even though he knew the answer. Michael was never "alright." He was hurt. Pained. Broken. He missed you a hell of a lot. Michael turned to look at Ashton. A tear fell down Michael's cheek, "do you know how it feels to let go of someone you really love, just for them to be happy?" Instead of Ashton throwing crappy advice out at Michael, Ashton moved next to Michael and pulled him in for a hug. Ashton wanted to tell Michael that you weren't happy without him. Ashton wanted to tell Michael that he has been in contact with you. Ashton wanted to tell Michael to fight for you. But being in the position that he was currently in, he decided against that. He figured it will give him something else to say in the near future. Maybe he'll tell Michael this when Michael is ready to get up, off his ass, and fight for you. Ashton thought that it would just pain him even more to know this when he couldn't do anything about it.

Luke: "I've never really liked her. It amazes me that you've not gotten tired of her yet," I admit to Calum about his girlfriend. "Seemed to me that she'd be another one of your petty short-term girlfriends," I added on, looking him in the eyes. "And what about Y/N?" Calum asked, "Seems like you haven't moved on since then. I thought you'd get back on your feet quickly. But obviously, for you, it's harder than it sounds." "What do you mean for you? If you had the chance to be with a girl like Y/N, you would feel this way, too. It's not just me. You obviously haven't dated somebody who is worth your time. If you've been with a girl, who is nearly as astounding as Y/N, you would feel your heart crumble and shatter when she's gone," I said, raising my voice. "I didn't know you felt that way," Calum said. "She's the love of my life. I'd go back to her in a heartbeat."

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