I'm going to die in College [TodoDeku]

Full homo?

-Midoriyas POV-

A couple of months have passed since the talk with Todo. Everything went back to normal, no fights, not problems. Well, my essays are my problems, but that's it.

Toshinori told my mother that she could stay with his old friend, I think her name is Nana, and it seems like they are getting along good. Well the are in another city, but they call me sometimes, to check on me or just talk. Nana is also a police officer, so I don't worry much. 

Toshinori is still here, of course. He still teaches, sometimes he checks up on me. He is almost something like my father.

My real dad hasn't bothered any of us. So we are safe, well at least for now. I don't know how it will be in the future.

As in for the friendship with Uraraka, Iida, Todoroki and me, we hang out a lot. Things are still a little awkward between Todo and I. Not that we can't talk with each other, we just kind of don't talk that much with each other. When someone of us says something flirty, we just get all red and look down. 

It's not a bad thing that we kind of flirt with each other, but we just agreed on being friends for now. And all this kind of brings back the 7 am memories.

Come to think of the 7 am thing. He still calls me that sometimes. In fact, this name became a little "popular", and some other people call me that. 

I got over the thing he did at the party, and I really miss him, but I, or we even, didn't make a move in the friendship. Be more that friends, you know. I miss that. But I just got the feeling that it will make things awkward? It sounds dumb, but half the things I said in life are just complete nonsense.

I didn't think that all my problems, except the essays, would go away this fast. Almost like in some movie or so.  

"Midoriya, I fucked up" I turn around and face Todoroki, who just stormed in my dorm 

"Not now, I need to finish this essay" I turn back to my laptop and stare at the screen.

"Are you sure. You just stare at your screen" 

I nod immediately and look at Todoroki "Okay, how did you fuck up?" he chuckles and leans back on my bed.

"So you know yesterday was Saturday, right" I nod "And I got super drunk and told everyone I was a lesbian" stay silent "Midoriya say something. I feel like an idiot" 

"Well, because you are!" he groans and hides his face in my pillow. "I mean it's not that bad. You are a boy after all" 

He groans again "Yeah I know. But just imagine, a drunk gay boy, screamin' "I'M A LESBIAN" at 3 in the fucking morning all across campus. On top of that, Mina told me that I even jumped on Aizawa-sensei and when we both were lying on the ground I whispered "I'm a lesbian" in his ear and then run away. And she also told me that I at least hugged 50 people, and don't forget that was at 3 am, and told them how I can't pay my lesbian bills, so they will cut me off the lesbian list and I cannot be a lesbian next month" he face-palms himself and I start laughing like it's the end of me.

"Stop laughing, that's horrible" 

I wipe my tears away "Oh god. How much did you drink?" 

He shrugs "I don't know. We played never have I ever, and I guess that' how I ended up being drunk" I hold back my laughter and looks at him how he rolls around my bed, embarrassed.

After some time he stops and stares at the ceiling "Did you calm down?" he nods, short after he shakes his head 

"I don't know. Should I be embarrassed and regret it all. Or should I say 'this is college, that kind of things are normal'. Because I really don't know" 

I shrug "You should be cool about it. I mean now you have a story to tell to future friends or something" 

He sighs "You're right".

I turn back to my laptop and try to write my essay, Todoroki just sits on my bed.

"I actually wanted to talk to you" 

I hum "Okay, go ahead" I type in dump things and listen to him.

"So ehm, you know the talk we had a couple months ago?"

"Mhm"

"And you know that we got really good friends again, right"

"Yes. Where are you going with this?"

"So I was doing some thinking-"

"You should do that more often in class. Do you think I could use 'bro' and 'dude' in my essay?"

"No, don't do that"

"Okay. Go on"

"Oh, yeah. Well I was thinking and I thought maybe we could take another step in the relation between us?"

"What step exactly?"

"You know, what we had in the past"

I stop typing and face Todoroki. "As in boyfriends?" 

He nods "Yeah?" 

"You don't sound too sure" I raise a brow

"No, I am sure. I just don't know what you think of that. If you still love me" he looks down on his hands. "I understand if you don't want to risk your heart getting broken again. B-but I worked on myself, my decisions, and I changed in this couple months".

He really did change. Not that he is a complete different person, he just doesn't fuck up too much, and let us just forget about the lesbian story for now.

"And I understand if you just want to stay friends. I just really miss you and am still madly in love with you" he looks up from his hands and waits for my answer.

I stay silent for a little.

"Do you want to get coffee sometime?" I say and then smile

"W-what?"

"Do you?"

He nods, but in a confused way "Uh- ehm- yeah?"

"Great, after classes tomorrow?"

"Yeah after class- wait. You mean in a gay way? Like a date, gay date?"

"Yes, in a gay way"

"Full homo?"

I chuckle and take his hands in mine "A full homosexual coffee date".

The End

Edited

There is a sequel out by now. Check the other two chapters if you are interested. If not, I'm happy you read it this far.