the beneficial accident

xi

JOHNNY POV

i lay in bed unable to sleep

my mind was racing a million miles per second

the one question kept popping up in my head

did i do something wrong?

i stare at my ceiling as the immense feeling of agony controls my body and i lunge for my phone.

i click on kenzies name and type a quick text and wait for a response

johnny:
hey i'm really sorry
are you ok?

kenzie:
hey john
i'm sorry too i should never have done that and ran away. it was dumb

johnny:
no kenz it's ok
if you aren't ready i completely understand

kenzie:
it's not that it's just
i feel like you deserve so much better

john:
don't say that!
you are the coolest girl i have ever met
i really do like you
but i think we should take it slow
ease into it

kenzie:
i was thinking the same thing
i was just too scared to say it
thanks for everything

johnny:
always
and just remember you shouldn't ever be too scared to tell me something
now go get some sleep <3

i smile in satisfactory as i place my phone on my nightstand and smile myself into a deep sleep

KENZIES POV

my heart fluttered with happiness as i walked into school one Friday morning

the air was getting colder and the leaves were becoming less visible.

i made my way to my locker to be met with an annoyed lauren

"hey lo what's up" i ask her cheerfully

sadly though her enthusiasm did not match mine as she scowled down at her phone

"hayden won't let me break up with him" she says between gritted teeth

"wait what"

"i told him things weren't working out and he just put a hand over my mouth and said 'don't talk like that get some rest and i'll see you tmr' who does he think he is!" she grunts as the bell rings

i sigh in satisfaction that i don't have to figure out what to say to her

"i gotta get to class tell me more about it tonight." i yell at her walking in the opposite direction and into my first period class

the clocked ticked by immensely as i gripped tightly onto my pencil waiting for the bell to ring and for lunch to finally come

5...4...3...2...1 i count in my head and just like that i'm out of the class before the bell even finished ringing

i shove my backpack into my locker and make my way to the cafeteria

i take in the scent of lunch lady pizza as i get closer and closer to my destination.

i swing the huge doors open and take a step into the cafeteria scanning the room for my friends.

before i can find them i see a dirty blonde haired boy talking with the football team. i smile at his smile when all the sudden i'm shaken out of my thoughts when i hear the use of my name in the conversation.

i step a little bit closer and hide behind a wall so that i can eavesdrop without being caught.

"so johnny what's up with you and that nerd kenzie" a football player said as i rolled my eyes

i was used to being called those words and i was ok with it, especially since i knew johnny would stick up for me

"yea you sure have been spending a lot of time with her" another teammate of his adds

i hear johnny laugh and the butterflies in my stomach grow as i think about what he's going to say next.

"to be honest" he starts and my heart thumps out of my chest "...she's kinda obsessed with me like yea she's sorta cool but i would never go out with a loser like her." he finishes and tears prick my eyes

i watch as his teammates starts to laugh and he maliciously smiles along with them

my mind starts to spin as i keep hearing that word over and over

loser

your just a loser mackenzie

your dumb for thinking the most popular boy in school would ever like you

my glossy eyes meet his and his face drops dramatically and his eyes fill with guilt

before his face made me cry even more i drop everything in my hands and sprint out of the cafeteria.

i push by all the girls crowded by their lockers and the druggies smoking in a corner.

i don't even stop in the bathroom to catch a breath i just sprint through the large glass doors of the school straight into the parking lot.

i scramble to find my keys and unlock my car with my head spinning and tears streaming down my cheeks

i hear a male voice call my name and the tears start to fall even harder

i hop into the drivers seat and ram on the gas and out of the school just before the dirty blonde football player is able to stop me.

i stare through the review mirror and see him running his hands through his hair and kicking the ground

i hate him.

sofie speaks
sorry bout it heheheh
also i apologize that
i haven't uploaded
in forever oopsies
also i'm sorry these
past chapters have
been super short
oopsies x2

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