{2} Late Night Owl

{37} a thousand years

glizzy pov

today i went to see raine..

this time not in person, i had to look at my babygirls name engraved in a headstone

i placed a thing of roses on her grave looking down

" i miss you raine- you don't know how much i just want hug and kiss you one more time ".

my eyes started to get watery but i quickly whipped a tear sniffing

i felt a hand touch mine as i looked up seeing nature sitting down next to me

she placed her head on my shoulder sniffing

" how'd you know i'd be here " ? i asked nature

" i miss my daughter too " she mumbled

i grab her hand looking down

" how you been, like fr fr " ?

" terrible glizzy, i miss our family i'm so confused on what to do next .. i miss how things used to be " .

" me too " i added

she sighed closing her eyes " i'm sorry " .

i scrunched my face up still looking down " for " ????

" for everything, for making our relationship worse than what it had to be ".

" nature we've already talked about this and it's not your fault princess, i'm telling you it's not ima need you to stop blaming yourself " .

she didn't respond

" okay " ?

she nodded whipping her nose

" it's getting cold i should go " . nature said standing up

" let me take you home " .

" glizzy it's like right down the street i can walk " .

" i can give you a ride since it's cold " .

" okay fine " .

i walked inside the house seeing it in a total mess

" what is going on in here " ? i asked looking around

" i think i'm stress cleaning " .

" this doesn't look like cleaning to me " . i laughed

she just sighed sitting at the kitchen table

" where's autumn " ?

" she's staying with my mom for a few just until i can get my head in one place " .

she yawned standing up

" i'm going to bed thanks for the ride " .

i watched her walk upstairs hearing the door close behind her

i didn't want to go nature just seemed off and ofc i had to make sure she was straight

i decided to clean up the place making to feel more like home

i ordered nature's favorite food which was ackee and saltfish... it's some Jamaican food her mom made her as a kid

" i got you something special " . i smiled placing the bag on the bed

she instantly got up giving me a hug " thank you thank you thank you thank you thank youuuuuuu " .

i just smiled placing myself across the bed

" mhmm i missed this " . she said

" the food " ? i questioned

she smiled looking at me " and you " . she mumbled

i sat up slowly pecking her lips a few time

she wrapped her arms around my neck

i pulled away looking at her  " you sure you wanna do this " ?

she didn't say anything

i stood up throwing my shirt across the room looking at her

i pulled out a condom still looking at her

" glizzy " ?

i paused .  " wassup " ?

" i want you to make me feel something "

" don't i always " i laughed

" yes, but i'm talking about actually making love show me you love me not how good you can fuck me " .

i just climbed on top of her inserting myself inside of her

i slowly stroked in & out of her as she moaned softly

she wrapped her arms around me closing her eyes

i kissed the side of her cheek picking up the pace just a little bit

i stopped moving her hands from around me

i locked my hands with hers kissing her passionately

she moaned again looking at me

" i love you " in whispered in her ear

she didn't reply

" i- i love you more "

i gave her one last kiss continuing