{2} Late Night Owl

{52} hurting

nature pov

" you sure about this sis " ? jasmine asked as i filled out the papers on the clipboard

i just nodded yes not wanting to respond

she rubbed my back softly looking at me.

" what can i do to make you feel better " ?

" restart my fucking life " i giggled

she smiled " if only "

i sighed watching a woman and her husband walk out the room crying

" i wonder what happened to them " . i mumbled

jasmine didn't respond she just scrolled through instagram as usual

" nature brown " one of the nurses called out

i looked up holding onto jasmines hand as we walked to the back

" okay dr. angez will be with you in a second "

" are you scared " ?

i thought about it before  answering " no " .

jasmine gave me the " i know your lying " look

" what " ?

" just be honest with me " .

i rolled my eyes beginning to speak but the doctor walked in

" hi nature i'm dr. angez how are you " .

" oh i've had better days " .

she smiled looking up from her computer

" and who do you have with you today " ? she asked

" my older sister jasmine " .

jas smiled looking at me .

" okay nature  remove your shirt and lay down right there " .

i did as she said laying down sighing

i looked up at the ceiling thinking about me & glizzy

3 years ago

i sat on the toilet closing my eyes as glizzy sat outside the door waiting for me

i sighed picking up the test

i bit my lip crying .

" baby " ? glizzy called

guessing he could hear me crying .

he opened the door looking at me

" what it say " ?

" i'm pregnant " . i mumbled looking down