{2} Late Night Owl

{43} speak

victoria pov

atp i'm beyond hurt i thought once we had this child we were absolutely done with the kiddy shit

i don't even know if i want to be mad or not care at all. i've gotten so used to being hurt by nahmir it's like i'm just numb to it all

" you okay " ? melody asked

i nodded yes looking down at brooklyn

" i'm really sorry sis " .

" it's okay melody i'm used to it .. "

" yeah- but this ain't something you wanna keep getting used to "

i just sighed trying to hold my tears in

" can you take us home " ?

i don't even care if nahmir there i just wanted to get in my bed

" sis you sure " ?

" yes i'm positive "

" okay... " she mumbled

i most likely wasn't going to talk to nahmir. he can come around if he wants to

when we pulled up i hopped out saying bye to melody

" love you " melody said rolling down the window

" love you too " ..

i sighed walking up to the door . i didn't want to go inside but i'm tired , from the bottom of my heart i'm really really tired

i opened the door , seeing nahmir sleep on the couch

" thank god " i mouthed walking upstairs

i gave brooklyn her last bottle before i put her to sleep

i kissed her goodnight & grabbed a cover from her closet so i could give it to nahmir

i walked back downstairs about to give him the cover but seen he was already up , i just laid on the couch and made eye contact with him

i could feel him looking deep inside my soul.. so i broke it by going back to the room.. i wasn't feeling him anymore

yes i love him but feeling him ? no

" toria can we talk " ?

" we can tomorrow, i'm tired " .

i said not even looking at him , but i could hear him walking behind me

when i reached the room ian hear no more .. which was a good thing i guess

i took of my clothes starting my shower when nahmir came in looking at me

" ever heard of knocking " ?

" i see you talking " ..

" gotta mouth for a reason right " .