{2} Late Night Owl

{58} thank you

victoria pov

today wasn't going to be easy and i know that but i'm trying my best to stay strong for everybody . but it's so hard when you just lost the person who gave you life .

i greeted everyone as we walked inside to get food .

i'm happy nature decided to stay throughout the whole thing . it's makes me happy that she even showed up .

" hey nature " i mumbled

" hey " .

" i just wanted to say thank you for coming today, that really meant a lot for me " .

" yeah of course i loves her just as much as you did " .

she was right me and nature basically grew up together but now it feels like we're just two strangers passing bye

i gave her a hug walking over to nahmir seeing him feed brooklyn

" something wrong " i sat down and sighed

" huh " ?

" nahmir i've known nature since forever something is wrong i feel it something just isn't right " .

" what's making you feel like this " ?

" idk i feel like when she hugged me it was some sort of cry for help "

before he could speak india walked over to us

" hey babes you okay " ?

ofc my mom just died and i'm totally fine .

i stood up giving her a hug " yeah i'm okay " i lied

" you can get something to eat if you want " i only said that just so she could leave me alone

" but anyways like i was say-

" no don't talk about it right now we're supposed to be celebrating the life of your mom    " . nahmir grabbed my hand

i wanted to cry right then and there .

but like i said i'm just trying to stay strong . i squeezes his hand smiling

later on that day i spent most of my time crying .

nahmir walked in the room with brooklyn in his hands

" brook said mommy stop being so sad " he placed a bag of cfa down

i whipped my tears taking her out nahmirs hands " okay okay mommy's better now that i have you " i kissed the side of her cheek

nahmir laid down at the end of the bed massaging my feet .

we all jumped up as something crashed downstairs

" what the fuck was that " ?

nahmir got up going to the closet walking out with a gun

i know i'm supposed to be serious right now but he looked so sexy . lol

he took the safety off looking at me " stay up here " .

i nodded walking to the other side of the room

" glizzy " !? i heard nahmir yell

" my bad bout the plant i had tripped i'll get y'all a new one " .

i walked out the room too " glizzy how tf did you get in " ?

" i'm not dumb i know y'all leave a spare key under the rock outside " .

i stood there looking at him in confusion " wait we all good now " ?

" well yeah cause now i need y'all help "

" with what " ? nahmir asked

" with nature " .

i slightly pushes nahmir " see i told you something was wrong " .

" i think debo been hitting on her like fr fr worse than- " he paused

i already knew what he was going to say but i'm glad he stopped

" and she's pregnant " .

" wait what ? pregnant? " !

" well she was pregnant she had the baby yesterday but he's in there fighting for his life " .

i felt this hard sharp pain in my chest gasping for air nahmir quickly took brooklyn out my hands as i fell to the floor crying breathing heavy

nahmir got down on my level " shhh baby calm down calm down "

he continued to brush my hair back which was calming me down .

i caught my last breath finally standing up

" what just happened " ? glizzy asked

" she was having a panic attack " .

i walked back into the room going to take my medicine . ever since i found out my mom had cancer i've been having non stop panic attacks .

nahmir walked in the bathroom holding onto my wait " you okay " ?

" yeah i'm better now " .

" you took your meds " ?

i laughed " you make me seem like i'm crazy but yes i did take them, where's glizzy " .

" he said he wanted to go see nature at the hospital " .

i kind of made me sad really sad . i missed when we were all happy . i missed when glizzy and nature were happy

" we should go too " .

" you sure it's kinda of late " .

" we'll be home before 12 " .