{2} Late Night Owl

{50} it's fine

victoria pov

i removed myself from up under nahmir heading downstairs to fix brooklyn's bottle

as her bottle warmed i fixed me a bowl of cereal. thinking about the whole nahmir and nature situation

i heard nahmir come downstairs looking at me

he kissed the side of my cheek wrapping his arms around my waist " good morning baby " .

" mm " i smiled removing his hands

" what's wrong " ?

" nothing just tired " .

" i got brook if you wanna go back to sleep " .

i thought about it . i mean i wasn't really tired i just wasn't feeling him right now .

" okay " i simply said

i walked back upstairs starting a shower

i didn't know where i wanted to go i had no plans for today at all . i just wanted to get out the house

i just threw on a sweatsuit grabbing my keys .

" where you going " ?

" oh uh melody wanted to hang out " i lied

" oh " .

i closed the door behind me rolling my eyes . i know i told nahmir i wouldn't let this whole situation get to me but bitch it's getting to me .

i decided to go to india's house not for advice just for some girl time . plus she's the last person i would ask for advice .

& i've never had a problem with her at all it's just been nature . and since nature was my friend i just guess since we were best friends whoever she didn't fuck wit i didn't fuck with.

such a dumbass .

" you really came " ! india smiled giving me a hug

i just sighed letting my head rest on her shoulder for a second

" you okay " ?

we walked into her bedroom sitting on the bed .

" not really " i mumbled

" what's been going on " ?

" i know i said i wouldn't let this situation get to me but it's really getting there , it gets worse everyday " .

" wym " ?

" every time i fucking look at nahmir all i can picture is him & nature fucking " .

" but they didn't fuck " .

" i know but how we don't know that didn't happen " .

" your assumptions are getting to you " .

i shrugged " even if i asked him was it more he'd say no " .