{2} Late Night Owl

{47} to you

nature pov

out of the many times i've fallen out with debo he was literally still a friend to me . someone who i could call whenever i'm feeling like shit .

i haven't heard from debo in a while i'm not even sure if he would still come around .

not that i'm feeling lonely or thirsty , no. i simply just want to talk to someone about this whole situation and he's the only thing i've got left besides autumn

me : hey

debo : oh wow 😂 long time .. you been cool ?

me : actually no , i need to talk

debo : okay.. i'll come over if that's cool ?

me : please ..

i kinda sighed in relief because i really thought he would say no .

to keep myself busy until debo came i took a really long shower throwing on something comfortable . i thought i'd be hungry after & i was so i ordered pizza .

later on debo finally showed up . i fixed myself up one last time before opening the door

once i saw him i gave him the biggest hug ever .

he wrapped his arms around me laughing " damn ma , i missed you too " .

i just continued to hold him tight holding my tears in .

" you okay " ? he asked letting go

i sniffed looking at him " no " .

he closed the door grabbing my hand leading me to the kitchen .

" what's wrong what happened , who i gotta kill " .

i laughed a little until it went away " i did something terrible " .

" well it's probably not even that bad " .

" i gave nahmir top " i blurted out

he stood there in shock for a while . i wanted him to say something .. i needed him to say something

" i know i was wrong but i was drunk & upset i wasn't in my right mind at all " .

he still didn't say anything .

" say something debo " ! i semi yelled which made me cry .

he walked over to me grabbing my hand " i understand you wasn't in yo right mind and you didn't know any better i get that ..  but ain't no bi- ain't no girl gon just get over the fact that her so called best friend would do something like that " .

wow how did he know ..

" i just want to explain how sorry i am debo " .

" ma you can but as of right now victoria's hurting & you are too and before y'all can come together and talk about things y'all gotta work on y'all self first " .

debo was absolutely right about that .

" if you don't mind telling me , why was you upset " ?

" long story short after raine passed away me and glizzy haven't really been in the best of terms " .

" i see " . he nodded

" i think that it's just the best to move on from him , he was the love of my life but this right here , ain't love at all debo .. it's just time to let him go " .

he kinda smiled a little then looked at me , that probably boosted his head up a little to much

" just know babygirl you gon get through this i know that , i've never known you to be some weak ass bitch you def pulling through all of this , you're a strong woman nature don't let nobody tell you different " .

i smiled at what he said because it actually made me feel good about myself.

" well enough of me how you been , hows amir " .

" i mean ima always be good regardless , amir doing good too his bad ass " .

" how old is he " ?

" just turned one last month " .

i sighed .

" what " ?

" i'm scared to tell you " .

" well you got my attention now , tell me " .

" i want you to stay with me tonight not on no fucking type shit just here to make me feel better " .

" i wasn't leaving anyways " . he laughed

later that night me and debo finished up the 5th season of vampires diaries

" i just can't believe i actually watched 22 of them episodes " . he said

" we got 3 more season to go " !!

" three , you said if i watched this shit i wouldn't have to watch it anymore " .

" well you gotta start from the beginning now " .

" you tripping " .

he adjusting his head on the pillow placing my feet on his lap massaging them

i giggled looking at him in the eyes .

" let's go some where tomorrow " .

" like where " .

" like on a vacation " .

he busted out into laugher as if i said something dumb . " on a vacation , why " ?

" to help ease the pain i just wanna get away " ..

" get away with me " ?

" yeah i guess " . i mumbled

he yawned closing his eyes " we'll see "