{2} Late Night Owl

{39} anymore

nahmir pov

i got done finishing a blunt walking back into the room with victoria

" don't come in here smelling like weed " she said rocking brooklyn back n forth

i just laughed kissing the side of her cheek " nahmir i'm serious move " .

" why " ?

" cause i don't want my baby around that shit " .

i just walked out the room heading downstairs

i started to fix me some frosted flakes before the doorbell rang

" the fuck " ?! i said opening the door

" hey nahmir did you miss me " ?

i either gotta be high or... i'm high cause ain't no way in hell this bitch candice at my fucking door

" tf you doing here " ?

" i thought leah could see her little sister " she smiled

" you must be outta yo fucking mind that child ain't even mind you trippin " ! i yelled

she just laughed walking herself inside

" man get the fuck out my house " !

i heard victoria run downstairs looking between both me and candice

" what tf is this " ?

" oh nahmir invited me over he wanted leah to see his-

" get the fuck out my house " ! victoria yelled cutting her off

" first of all you gon have to watch your time with me bitch " . candice said

" bruh just get the fuck out my house tf wrong with you " ! i yelled at her

she groaned looking at me and victoria " fuck the both of y'all " !

she slammed the door behind her as it got quiet

" you mad " ? i asked victoria

" you need to file a restraining order on that bitch like today because she can't keep coming up here nahmir " !

" i know i know " .

" this is the third time this week " .

" baby i know " .

she just ignored me waking back to our room

i followed her upstairs laying on the bed next to brooklyn

" she looks just like me " i smiled admiring her

" you still smell like weed " .

i flicked victoria off as we laughed

she pecked my lips a few time looking at me and brooklyn

" i love my little family " .

i sighed looking at her

" speaking of family "...

" whaaat " ? she said awkwardly

" remember when i wanted to marry you " .

" yeah " . she mumbled

" well i still want to " .

she didn't respond

" sooo " ?

she shrugged " i don't know " .

" victoria it's been like a year i've given you plenty enough time to think about it " .

" and i'm still thinking " .

i sucked my teeth looking at her

" we been together for as long as i can count we had a baby we living the lives we dreamed of why won't you just say yes " .

" because i don't want to nahmir " ! she yelled

" why " ?

brooklyn's eyes opened as she looked around

" why " ? i whispered

" i'm not ready right now nahmir, i do eventually want to marry you but just not right now " .

" why not right now " ?

" ugh omg " she stormed out the room

brooklyn started to cry loud as hell which is new before she never cries

i reached over for her bottle giving it to her

she still cried

" you not hungry " ?

i picked her up walking back n forth shushing

i tried to give her, her bottle again but she refused

" here you want you bobo " .

she screamed to the top of her lungs turning red

" toria " ! i yelled

no answer

" victoria " ! i yelled louder

she came upstairs with a warm bottle and a diaper

" give me her " .

i gently placed brooklyn in victoria's arms as she began to change her diaper

" did you check her diaper " ? she asked

" no i- ian think about that one " .

" of course you didn't " she mumbled

" i'm sorry " .

" there's nothing to be sorry for your still learning on how to become a dad "

she was right .

i sat next to her watching her feed brooklyn

" ima do better " .

she just looked at me

" you were never not doing good your just having a hard time maintaining all of this because it's new and your just not used to it yet " .

" yeah " i mumbled

" don't worry nahmir " she smiled

" bella b still loves u " .