Payton's Pov: I spent most of the day after the meet and greet trying to hangout with Tayler and Griffin I think they thought I wanted to be little cause they are definitely being weird around me.
I really just wanted to hangout with them, I wanted their attention and to just talk to them like normal but they just didn't seem to get that I wasn't little.
Eventually I got Fed up not getting the attention I wanted and decided to the leave the room for awhile. Walking down the hall I spot Noen and Chase.
"Hey guys!" I call running up to them
"What's up Payton" chase says
"Eh not much I'm really bored" I say
"Oh I thought you and most of the boy were hanging out together" Noen says confused
"Well we were but...I don't know I was trying to spend time with Tayler and Griffin but they didn't really seem interested" I say rubbing the back of my neck
"Aw Why's That" Chase asks as we walk down the hall
"I think they wanted me to be little or at least they thought I needed to be little but I don't I just wanted them to spend time with me" I say sadly
"I'm sure they are just trying to look out for you Payton this is new for them just like it is for you" Noen tries to soothe
We get to their room door and he opens it ushering Chase and me inside.
"You know they really love little you Payton. Griffin and Tayler really want to do this right they've been texting me none stop with Questions" Noen tells me
"But I want them to like big me too" I whine throwing myself on to the bed
"Payton you're being ridiculous of course they like big you" Chase says flopping on the bed next to me
"I know but I just ugh I don't know" I whine not being able to find the words to describe what I'm feeling
"I want them to pay attention to me big or little" I finally mumble out
"Let me see if I understand what you're trying to say" Noen starts
"You want attention from the two boys that have taken over the roll as your caregivers even when you aren't little you are upset over the fact that you feel that they aren't paying attention to big you and are flustered when talking about the situation" Noen states clear as day
Him and Chase give eachother knowing looks before sighing
"You like them" Chase states
"Of course I do they're my friends" I tell them blatantly
"No Payton you likeeee them" Chase tries
But Noen sighs and looks me dead in the eyes
"Payton do you have a crush on Tayler and Griffin?" He asks his tone firm
I'm shook
I've never had a boyfriend my only girlfriend was in 6th grade and she dumped me after we had our first kiss together.
And yeah Tayler and Griffin are like the hottest guys I know they're like models and girls are obsessed with them so maybe I'm attracted to them.
But do I like them?
I've never liked a boy before let alone two at the same time.
"Noen I think we broke him" I hear Chase say worried drawing me out of my thoughts
"They aren't Gay" is the first thing out of my mouth
That's a giant mental facepalm why did I say they
"Neither am I" chase says
"They're both in their 20's" I say
"I'm not hearing anything about you" Noen says
"I can't like them" I say
"Can't or don't want too" Chase muses
"I don't know" I sigh
"There's nothing wrong with liking them" Noen reassures
"I think I need to be alone" I mumble standing from the bed my mind feels like a mess
"Let us know if you need anything Payton" Noen calls as I walk out the door
I sigh walking down the hallway zoning out just trying to settle the roaring thoughts in my head
"Payton!" Someone shouts causing me to jump
I turn around and come face to face with Tayler jogging up to me
"There you are buddy I was getting worried about you" he says putting a hand on my shoulder
I guess the strain of my conversation with Noen and chase is evident on my face because Tayler asks
"Buddy are you okay" gently stroking my cheek
I just sigh and he immediately pulls me too his chest holding me tightly stroking my hair.
I can't help but relax against him even when I'm not little Tayler's presence soothes me and I close my eyes and just breathe in the sent of cologne with a shaky breath.
Tayler pulls away from me after a minute taking my hand
"Let's go find Griffin" he says softly guiding me back to my room.
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Stressed Payton Moormeier bromance
FanfictionPayton is the youngest on tour and he's stressed and over worked he stats to break and he's got to find a way to cope but his best friends and brothers are there to support and take care him
