Dear Kitty ¦dream¦

20 (chenji)

As expected, Jisung found Chenle at their favorite place. Chenle was drinking already his hot chocolate and he didn't even realize that Jisung was sitting in front of him.

"Why did you lie to me?" Jisung asked and caught Chenle's attention.

What Jisung didn't expect to see were the tears that were falling down the boy's cheeks.

"Hey, what happened?"

Chenle wiped his tears away and gave him a small laugh.

"Can we go for a walk?"

Jisung nodded and waited for the male in front of him to finish his drink. In the mean time, he tried to get one simple answer from Chenle, but the boy only avoided his questions, always saying that he'll tell him outside.

But Jisung didn't have patience so he just kept on begging him for answers.

The cold air touched Chenle's face and he felt his cheeks freeze. The snow was already coloring the city in white and Chenle couldn't help but smile sadly. Last time he lost Jisung was winter as well and this time he'll loose him again.

"Will I get the answer now?" Jisung pouted and Chenle chuckled. He was lucky the frozen air made his cheeks red so the taller male didn't realize he was blushing.

"Do you really want them?" He asked and saw him nodding like a small kid. That made Chenle giggle. Cute, he thought while they kept on walking in silence.  "Fine, what do you want to know first?" 

"I want to know why did you leave in the first time." 

Jisung looked serious and Chenle's small fake smile faded away slowly. 

"I just needed some time to think about all that happened." He knew his lie was lame, but Chenle didn't have the time to think about a good one. He couldn't just tell Jisung that he wanted to leave until he still can. 

"You mean about the punishment you received? I'm sure it's all good now." 

"No Jisung, it's not good! That's the point here." Chenle felt his tears falling down his cheeks again. Why did he always have to be so weak? "Can't you understand for once?" 

The taller male only stared at him and didn't say anything. They walked in silence for some minutes until Jisung spoke again. 

"Is the history repeating again?" He asked and Chenle closed his eyes tightly. He didn't want to admit it, but yeah, it was repeating. "So it is." 

As much as Jisung wanted an answer, he knew he won't get the one he needed, so he didn't begged for it. Chenle didn't even dare to look at him, his eyes were only looking at his feet. After some more minutes in silence, Chenle looked up at him and stopped. Tears were filling his eyes, but he didn't care. 

"I need to tell you something. " He knew Jisung wanted to say something. "Don't even think of interrupting me." The taller male nodded and Chenle took a deep breath. 

"Say something." 

Chenle gave him a glare. 

"I'm choosing my words." He rolled his eyes. "Okay, so, you don't remember me, but I'm Lulu." That's it, he finally said it. 

"But Lulu was a cat." Jisung frowned. 

"Remember when I told you that once I changed into a human and I fell in love?" 

Jisung nodded only and Chenle really wanted to hit him. Why wasn't he getting the point? 

"And you told me earlier that you once fell in love with a boy, but you don't remember him at all." 

"I don't see where you want to get." 

He didn't want to do it, but Chenle found himself slapping Jisung. 

"Auch!" 

"Why are you so stupid?!" Chenle groaned in annoyance. "I was the boy you fell in love with dummy, your memories were taken, you never had an accident." 

Chenle stepped backwards when he saw Jisung's expression changing. He sighed. 

"I can't believe it's happening again..." He mumbled.  

"Wait, so this is why Lele seemed always familiar? Because he looked like Lulu! Oh my god! Chenle?" 

Jisung ran to him and took his hands. 

"Is that really you?" 

Chenle couldn't help but chuckle. 

"Am I?" 

He wiped away a tear that fell down Jisung's cheek. 

"If I can't kiss you, can I hug you at least?" He didn't even wait for an answer as he hugged Chenle really tight. 

The hug was warm and Chenle finally felt loved again, but his mood got ruined when he saw her, looking at them in disappointment. 

Yeri appeared next to Irene as well and she showed him her wrist. The clock was ticking and Chenle knew that he didn't have much time left. He blinked once and a tear fell and when he looked in that direction, they were gone. 

"Do you really need to erase my memories this time as well?" Jisung pouted and Chenle only nodded. 

"It's for the best, I don't want to hurt you okay?" 

Jisung only nodded and looked at their interlocked fingers. He didn't want to believe that once he got his Chenle back, he'll leave him again, but that was life. 

"Will hyung forget everything as well?" 

Chenle nodded. 

"Taeyong too. Donghyuck and Jaemin too. I will forget you too once my cat form is gone. This form will be a forever human form, but I won't know anything, like you won't know anything about me." 

Chenle looked at the clock. He still had three more hours left with Jisung. How he hated this situation.