change ~ cb

10

HOURS LATER : YN POV

i cant believe i just had sex. my first time. he was so big and im surprised that he was able to fit himself inside of me. i decided to move a little but the second i did, pain shot from my downstairs area causing me to whimper in paint. we was an animal. i was only joking when i said it but, damn. 

"you ok baby?" he just called my baby. my heart melted

"everything hurts" i said closing my eyes

"its ok, i will get you some pain killers" and he got out of bed and kissed my head. now this is the guy i want to have kids with. pretty sure if we didnt use a condom i would be popping kids out here, there any everywhere. but im not like that. at all. well, ive just had sex for the first time but i aint no slut or whore.

he came back a couple minutes later with the pain killers and some water. he placed them in my hand and i popped them in my mouth with a swig of water to wash it down with. i never liked tablets but it is the only thing that works.

"can i tell you something" i said scared

"yeah, whats up" he said sitting on the side of the bed looking worried

"that was my first time" i said nervously

"like having sex?" he said

"yeah. the whole lot basically" i said finally looking at him

"you could have told me" he said

"i didnt want to and make you nervous and be careful with me. i have been ready for this and i knew you were the one to do it with" i said diverting my eyes away from him

"can i ask you something as well?" he said

"yeah"

"why me?" he asked pulling my face gently to look at him. here goes nothing

"because i love you" i said.

his eyes widened and they started to fill up with tears. i was scared of what he would say or do. 

"i love you too" he said and pulled me into a hug. we both laid on the bed for what felt like forever. i just found someone that loves me. is this a dream? am i dreaming?

"do i get to call you my girlfriend now?" he said breaking us apart

"i guess that makes you my boyfriend now" i said and he kissed me ever so gently but passionately.

"i love you" he said

"i love you more" i replied

A/N

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