Narrator pov
Today was the last day of summer, Ava was pretty bummed about it, she wasn't looking forward to ending summer
It only went by quickly because she spent it healing herself from injuries and heart break
She had recently got her staples out of her head, she was just not ready for any change
She wished it was still summer
She wished she could re-live her summer and make it better, and not find an interest in the boy, miles
She wished she wasn't so attracted to the boy, it just made her have mixed emotions all summer
She knew she had trouble with boys, she hasn't had a stable relationship
And she's only been in 4 which was the bad thing
She wasn't the type to say "I don't believe in love"
Because she knew she did, she knew she still loved miles deep down inside, but she wanted to go on a break, she wanted to not be worried about him all the time
She didn't want to show him her weakness
But she knew she couldn't get over the boy, it was too hard for her
Soon her mom walked inside the room and sat on her bed
"Hey, aves" her mom said and Ava put her phone on her night stand and looked at her mom "hey, roo" she said and her mom laughed "it's funny that you say that...I remember when you always called me mommy roo, you were only 11" her mom said making Ava laugh
"Now you're off to 11th grade" her mom said and she smiled "I'm nervous" Ava said "don't be, it's the same school you've been to for the past 2 years already" her mom said
"But it's different every year, new kids, at least 6 new teachers, new everything-what if Bella isn't there" Ava sighed "it's fine, I'm positive Bella will be there, I talked to Miranda this afternoon" her mom said making her nod
"Ok, well I was just telling you goodnight" her mom said while getting up "goodnight mom" Ava said and her mom smiled and walked out
Ava laid their looking around her room
Looking at how her room changed over the past 2 years
Her breathing started to go rapidly, anxiety was kicking in, she didn't know what to do, she was feeling around for her bottle of water she had
She grabbed it and drunk water while still breathing fast
She closed her eyes and started thinking out good things
She then thought of miles' smile making her calm down
She didn't like how she was trying to get over him but his smile helped her anxiety
It made her mad at herself
But she didn't care
She just wanted to head to bed, so she closed her eyes with her breathing still a little fast
She was mid way calm
She was able to deal with it
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Ava was at school; the front office
She didn't like that she was alone, but she had to be alone
Bella wasn't at school yet
She got her schedule and sighed seeing that she had math first period
That was not what she wanted but she had to deal with it, she wasn't the type to charge her periods she just thought it was too much
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Ava luckily had first period with Bella so they sat next to each other catching up on everything that happened over the summer before the bell rang
The time went faster than expected and the bell rang instantly making the 2 eyes widened
"Ready to meet our teacher?" Bella asked and Ava shocked her head "not at all, I think my anxiety is kicking in" Ava said and Bella laughed "stop I wouldn't want my best friend you have anxiety attack on the first day of school" Bella said making Ava laugh
A couple seconds later the class quickly filled with students with the teacher coming in right after
The teacher introduced herself and they were all listening and not acting rude or nothing
Once the class was over they all walked out and Ava stopped "I'm going to the bathroom" Ava said to Bella "I'll come, I can't be alone, I don't know these people" Bella joked
As they headed to the bathroom avas eyes landed on someone making her heart stop, she was mad
"Ava" Bella shook her friend as she stood there "earth to Ava" Bella said while snapping into her friends face
"What?" Ava said "what's wrong?" Bella asked "come on, I have to tell you something-a whole lot actually" Ava said while dragging her best friend to the bath room
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I'm gonna be updating more than I usually do on weekdays bc I get out of school at 12:45pm for the whole week
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