you understand me RusAme story

chapter 8. oh....i see

                            Third POV.                           

"America I didnt mean all those words I said" Russia said, he looked at America dead in the eyes

"I forgive you" America said, he smiled brightly at Russia, which instantly made Russia into a blushing mess.

"Is that you wanted?" Russia said, he still believed that North was dating America

"Yup" America said, he was now sitting on Russia with his hands on his hips

Russia stood up and lightly pushing  America off, he stood up and started to walk off. America was shocked and confused, why was he acting like this? He ran up to Russia and grabbed his shoulder

"Where ya going?" America said, with a faint smile

"Home, obviously" Russia said coldly

"Why are you acting like this?" America said a bit annoyed

Russia clenched his fist and bite down

"Why?! Ohhhhh, wanna know why?!" Russia said, he stood tall if front of America, which obviously made America tense due to his height

"You kissed north korea!! And enjoyed it!!" Russia yelled

"I fucking liked you! And I thought you did to!" Russia yelled, he then took a few sharp breaths

"....guess I was wrong" Russia said, tears peaked at the end of his eyes

Russia sigh and took one last glance at America, the American had tears streaming down his face at a fast pace. He didnt know that America had the same exact feelings but now......he just ruined it.

Russia walked off leaving the poor and heart-broken American there

                        AMERICAS POV.                 

I crouched down with my legs shacking,I grabbed my glasses and put them on my face covering the heavy tears. I wanted to collapse and start sobbing right there but I knew who would see me if I did. I managed to pull myself together, I looked around to find my street but heard a voice call out to me.

"AMERICA-SENPAI~!"

Oh great, just what I need. A Japanese girl who is obsessed with me, but is my only friend.

"H-hey.....japan" I said with a nervous smile

"Wanna come over to my house?!" Japan said, she was jumping up and down due to her excitement

"Sorry, but i.....have to....go.....h-home" America said, he patted Japan's shoulder

"Hmph" Japan said, she crossed her arms and gave a upset look but made it adorable

"Heyyyy, dont be like that. I'll come over tomorrow, okay?" I said, I playfully punched her arm while she smiled and giggled

"Okayyy" Japan said, with a sigh and a smile

I nodded to her and walked towards my street to make a left. I took my phone out only to see something that made my heart drop

Dad got home early ame

The text read from Canada, I froze in the middle of the street.

I already knew what I was going home to as I slowly saw my two story house headed my direction, the pressure on my chest grew harder on my lungs making me breath harder. If that wasnt enough the pressure was now worst now that Russia wants. Nothing to do with me.

While caught up in my thoughts I didnt realize that I made it the first step of my house. I stared at it.....the fear and rage burned me inside and out, my breathing grew heavy and slow. My eyes burned with hot tears threatening to come out, I tightly closed my eyes and clenched my fist. When will it end?!

I took a deep breath and lifted my shaking leg on the first step, I went up the last two steps and made it to the hard wood door. I slowly grabbed the golden door knob and turned it, once I made it half way in.....

"SLAM!!"

The door slammed against my face causing me to lose my balance, I tripped over my foot and fell off the three concrete steps. I fell on the sidewalk hitting my hip against the ground

"Ah! What the actual fuck!?" America yelled, cursing out of pain

"Your sleeping out here" UK said

"Wha?! Why?!" America said, tears slid down his face over the old stained ones

"To make you learn" UK said sternly

America gave up and nodded with tears sliding down to his chin. UK went inside without looking back or feeling guilty. America stood up and glanced at the house, he walked away from it filled with rage. How could his own father do that?!

He walked down the empty and quiet sidewalk with nothing but his footsteps. He felt so empty and broken, he pulled his arms into an "X" rubbing his shoulders trying to comfort himself. He made it the only placed that comforted him, the park, he walked to the pond and to the spot he sat earlier that day. He sat down on the damp and warm grass, he put his knees to his face and rested the side of his head.

"Knew I find you here...."

America jumped up to a deep voice, he turned his head to face the big tall tree

"What are you doing here?" America said, he frowned

"I was looking for you" Russia said, he gave a small smile and sat down beside America

"Why? And how did you find me?" America said, tears peaked his eyes with confusion

Russia scooted closer to America and faced him"I felt horrible about yelling at you and came to your house to find you, big mistake let me tell you that" Russia said with a small chuckle

America smiled and giggled quietly but enough to make the Russian turn a dark shade of red, other than his skin.

"Instead of seeing you....i saw the devils right hand man" Russia said, he wanted to make America smile and see him laugh

America giggled alot louder, Russia desire to make America laugh was becoming stronger.

"Bitch got some hot breath to" Russia said, he gave a smirk and chuckled

America covered his mouth with muffled laughter, Russia didnt like this he wanted to hear America laugh....so he thought of one more thing

"Tea drinking bastard needs a god damn peppermint" Russia said without a smile or laugh

America bursted out laughing with tears peaking from his eyes, he holded his waist and tried to stop laughing. Russia thought this was the cutest thing ever, America then snorted and covered his face in embarrassment. Russia however was on fire, more than Australia was, his face burned while turning a bright red.

Both Russia and America were laughing their tails off, America had tears dripping from his face while Russia was laughing because of Americas cute and contagious laugh. Soon they both calmed down and took sharp breaths.

"America i....need to tell you something" Russia said, he blushed and looked at America

"Yes ruski" America said sweetly

"I lo-"

"America-senpai~!