classmates | minsung

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messenger
texting: minho

jisung:
hey ugly
i have something to say

minho:
what's up baby

jisung:
no shut up

minho:
huh

jisung:
i said shut up
no talking until i say what i say

minho:
okay

jisung:
BABY
anyway
i've been thinking about everything lately
and i've realized that i don't appreciate you as much as i should, and that i kind of just blow off the whole, "let's appreciate each other" thing in this relationship, and that's not what i should do
so hi baby, i just want to let you know that i love you more than anything and that you make me the happiest boy to ever walk this earth. you always do so much for me, just to see me smile, and it means the entire world to me. i truly don't know what i did to get you to be mine, but i would do it thousands of times if it meant that i get to keep you for eternity and that i get to grow old with you.
i love you more than words could ever explain, because the love i have for you goes deeper than just a simple "i love you baby." — no, it's more than that
and i know i can be a little shit at times, but i'm really thankful that you've never given up on me, and that you've always been here for me
i love you so much baby, and thank you for being here for me. you're the best boyfriend ever and i'm oh so very lucky<3 i love you

minho:
you, yesterday: spell i cup
you, today: ok i'm gonna whip out an essay on how much i love you minho

jisung:
HAHA shut uppp
i was just thinking
and i thought about our past and the times we've broken up, and i realized i don't want to lose you another time and have you thinking that i never cared about you or adored you- because i do, i really do baby

minho:
baby, you really don't have to worry about us breaking up. it's never going to happen again
we're never going to lose each other again

jisung:
but you never know that
i mean i didn't expect changbin and felix

minho:
you didn't?
man idk i had vibes that soojin and felix were gonna end up together in some way. either them becoming a poly or just dating each other
but this ain't about them
i know that we won't break up baby, because how the fuck are we gonna live with out each other? we can't
we literally can't be away from each other for a day without us missing each other, so how could we ever possibly break up?

jisung:
you're not wrong
but i still want you to know i love you

minho:
and i love you baby
you're my entire universe
and i'll always be so in love with you
you're my baby forever<3

jisung:
i love you:((((
now come over
i want kisses

minho:
i'll be there in ten baby

jisung:
drive safe

minho:
i will<3
i love you

jisung:
hehehe
and i love you
read @ 6:00 pm

authors note:
u know those au's on tiktok, the ones where it's like, u can forget ur memories/block out ur emotions that ur feeling (such as sadness, etc.)
sometimes i wish they were real
like do u know how easy life would be if we could just forget memories of people who hurt us? or when we're crying and we just, block out sadness and suddenly we stop crying and everything's all good again — life would be so easy.
but, i know that's not the concept of life. i know we have to experience hurt, just to test our patience and see how emotionally strong we can become: but sometimes that concept is so stupid considering so many people stop believing in the concept of happiness and give up easier than others.
i just wish life was easier, and that people were happier, i really do.