chapter one

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-Ciel’s pov-

By now it has been about 4 years since Sebastian had turned me into a demon, and honestly I hate how everything is now the reason I feel like this is because of the way Sebastian is treating me now. It had all started a few weeks after I had been turned into a demon, first he started being distant, then whenever he saw me he would be glaring or shouting at me and I hate it, I hate it so much! The way he looks at me now… its just pure hatred. It got worse when we left the Phantomhive manor and faked my death.

I became so lost in my own thoughts of the past that I stop noticing my surroundings and I accidently bump into Sebastian. And in that moment it took everything in my will power not to cry, because that glare he was giving me just made me want to curl up and cry till I die, I look down and mumble “s-sorry” fuck why did I stutter? “You should be, fucking brat” he sneered at me and I start feeling helpless, like prey cornered by a hunter. “Look where you’re going next you brat!”  He growled and walked away, I put my hand over my mouth to muffle my sobs, and I run to my bathroom and let myself fall apart. “If he wanted to treat me like shit why get so close to me before… why turn me into a demon if he doesn’t want me round” I think to myself and break down crying. I hate how Sebastian is treating me, we were so close, we would talk a lot, he would stay with me whenever I couldn’t sleep, and I guess it was all lies… I guess its true demons don’t really have any emotions… and knowing that hurts me… It hurts me a lot, especially since I knew one thing and only one thing for curtain. I’m in love with Sebastian Michaelis.

<I hope you all prefer this version of "forgotten memories"
-luna x>

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