Let Me be Mine

Prologue

People think that I am weird, I say that I am different, something like that. It is me, Fio. I am a girl with a million questions. Even I am not sure I can count it. Questions about myself, why I am different from others. My doctor predicted me I was suffering from Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD) since I was three years old, but my parents never believe it. They guess me that I just a very introverted one. I feel very difficult to communicate with some people around me, I totally hate crowded situation, I love silence much, that is why I am so quiet. It hurts when I always get discrimination. People who just know me guess that I am crazy because I never cared for anyone. My school friends think that I am too boring because I cannot respond well all of their talks and sometimes they do not understand whatever I say. So, I do not have true friends. Actually, it is not my desire to be now I am, but It has been my destiny. Maybe I envy them who are normal. But I know, God just giving me special things to keep me alive with my own through it. I have to embrace it.