I'm in too deep

Chapter 13: runner

"Run away, run away runner.
What ya running from?"

Kyara's pov:
I wake up and the first thing I think about is Zach. I realize what's happening and push his face away replacing it with scot's not that it makes me feel better because the thought of my own boyfriend leaves me ice cold. I have to do something about this, I have to get rid of these feelings. But how? I've never had to hide my feelings before. I've been with Scott for a long time and I've never been with anyone else. I've always thought that Scott was my one true love. That nothing would ever change the way i felt about him. And here I am when Zach has managed to do just that. I decide to just do something impulsive. Something so not me that it shocks me back to the right path. The Scott path. But what. For starters I have to avoid Zach all day. I can't think straight around him and he's the person who I have feelings for that I'm trying to get rid of. Is there anything on the planning for today? Only one way to find out. I get ready and go leave to the main building with Jamilia. When they start up they tell us we have an asingment to go and explore the campsite. More specifically the nature at the campsite. We're in the middle of a big naturesight, that's exactly what I need. I can do impulsive stuff in nature. We get pared up in pares of two and to my disappointment I get pared with Zach. This is going to be hard but I'm going to have to literally run from my feelings for him. What better way to do that then to run from him. Zach approaches me and just follows me out, without saying a word to each other. I don't know if that makes it better or worse. We go and make our way into the campsite when Zach finally speaks up. "So what should we do?" "I don't know. Anything impulsive." I say with a cold voice. "I did some research there's a cliff near water that's deep enough to go cliff-jumping. Does that sound good to you or are you scared." I feel like if I make some kind of challenge out of it I have a bigger chance of him giving in so I can do what I have to do. "Okay. I should get my swimming-attire then?" Okay great he's giving in. "Great. Meet at the edge of the campsite in 10?" "Deal."

I hurry to my cabin and slip on my bathing suit, putting some black ripped jeans and a jacket over it. I let my hair down and just go. I run to the edge of the campsite and get myself ready to do this. I'm determined for this to work. Just run from it and it will eventually not be able to catch up with you anymore.

I walk up to Zach standing in his swimming trunks and a T-shirt. "Ready?" I ask him. "Always." My heart skips a beat. See this is why I need to do this, my heart never skips a beat with Scot. I've also never done things like this with Scott. None off the things, because we never really had to make an effort. The one never left the other. It's not that romantic, but it's practical. The real difference is that I've never had to run from my feelings for Scott. Or in this case literally run from him. Which is exactly what I'm going to do when we reach the cliffs.
When we reach them I turn of my common sense. I drop my shoes, jeans and jacket and run up the cliff I think I can jump without sudden death. I let go and run as fast as I can, away from Zach up the cliff. Right before the end I look at Zach who's following me up. I turn around and half run, half jump of the cliff. In too the ocean. Letting go. When my skin hits the water, I get hit with all the feelings at once. And when I get up I feel at peace again. It worked! I did it. I successfully ran from my feelings. Then I hear a splash behind me informing me Zach jumped too. I'm so relieved that I did it that I don't even realize what's happening until I feel two arms pul me down and then later lift me back up. Zach. "Did you really have to pull me down without a warning?" I half scream. "Yeah It's more fun when you don't see it coming." He laughs. And I join him. Just happy that I'm letting go.

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Heyhey. New chapter! I didn't do zach's pov because this chapter is more about kyara trying to run away from her feelings for him, so i didn't really have anything to write from his pov that really added to the story! Let me know what ya think! Stay safe!! Love you guys! Xo saar🦋