I'm in too deep

Chapter 21: what path you take

Kyara's pov:
Fuck fuck fuck fuck. What the fuck did I just do? I just kissed someone that isn't my boyfriend. I just literally cheated on scott. Shit! I start to panic and Zach tries to calm me down. "I just.. I just." I can't even get it out of my mind. "It's okay. Well it's not but just calm down and we'll figure this out together." I just cheated on my boyfriend with Zach and it was me who made the move and still he's concerned enough to try to calm me down. I don't deserve him. "I just cheated on Scott." I finally spit out. "Yes. That's treu. But you have to stay calm and we will figure out what to do okay." "What the fuck did I just do? Who the fuck am I?" "Kyara just calm down." And in that moment I black out. Everything goes black and I hear Zach's voice telling me to calm down far away.

The next thing I know I open my eyes to meet Zach's which are full of worry. "Great you're awake! I was so worried. You just passed out. Are you feeling okay?" "Yeah I'm okay just a little lightheaded." I try to get up but Zach stops me from doing so. "I think it's smarter if you just lay down for a little until you feel fully better." "That's probably true." I smile.

"So what got you into music?" He asks, obviously trying to get my mind off stressing over this situation I got myself into. I decide to just go along with it until I feel better. "Well. When I was really young I always listened to music. It calmed me. My dad was very much into music so I just got it from him I geus. He gave me my first cd and that's basically how it started. How about you?" "Well when I was a baby my parents always used to sing for me before I went to bed, ten songs in total. I feel like that just infused music into my soul. I started performing in preschool and never stopped really." "So we basically both got into it because of our parents? We should definitely thank them then." I laugh. "Yeah I Geus we should."

"But uhm returning to the topic u asked you about before you, ya know, passed out. How are we going to handle this."
"I honestly have no idea. I feel so much for you. But I don't know how to go about the situation. I mean so much damage has already been done. And I want, no need to find the least painful way for both me and Scott and you ofcourse." "That sounds like the best option." "So that is what I'll do." "But how?" "I don't know but for now, I have to figure it out. So I'm just going to take a walk. If that's okay with you." "Yes. Whatever you need." "I'm sorry about all of this z." "I know. But it will come out how it's supposed to be eventually." "I hope so." "It will. Now I'm going to give you some time and space. I love you."
"Thank you. I love you too." And with that I start to walk into the woods.
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Heyhey! I really hope this is making sense bc I can be very confusing sorry. I hope you're save and healthy. I love you guys stay strong! Love, saar