I'm in too deep

Chapter 24: something different

Kyara's pov:
I wake up feeling exhausted. I was up until late yesterday dealing with the break up. I don't have feelings for Scott but that was four years of my life and now they're just gone. I closed a big chapter of life. I decide to just take a writing day of my own. I practically drag my body out of bed and take a shower. I let my hair air dry and put on sweatpants and a hoodie. I get some breakfast at the camp-hall and make my way to the lake. I find my usual writing spot and plug in my headphones.
I take out my note pad and start writting down lyrics.

"It'll be hard to act like I don't think about you some times. Maybe I should get an Oscar. It was my birthday, I had one hell of a night. It was the first time, I did some bad and I cried. Right to your arms fell to a milion pieces. Held me together, yeah you know all my secrets. And I know how hard it is too, be the one to fix me and all I did was run right from the one who fixed my heart. I broke you way to hard. I know I said I'd be your love but this is hard, hard, love was too hard. I'd say I'd be there till the end but it was hard, hard, just way too hard. And I ran right into him. I know that's hard, hard I was too hard. I know I said I'd be with you but it's too hard, hard. I'm just too hard."

I take a break to just stare over the water. Take the peace in. Then I let myself cry for a minute. And then I return to my lyrics. When I hear something behind me.
I turn to see a brown haired boy to come from the woods. Zach.
"Hey I know I would give you some space but Jamilia said you went into the woods and I just wanted to check if you're okay."
I give him a soft smile. He's so considerate. "I'm okay. I'm dealing with it. I try to write it out. It's working." He comes over and I signal that he's okay to sit down. "Do you regret breaking up with him." He asks, I can hear he actually wants to know in his voice. "No." I say, it's Treu I don't regret it. "What did he say." I swallow. "He asked what I meant when I told him I fucked up. So I told him I fell out of love." "And he's mad because you fell out of love." I take a deep breath. "No he's mad that I fell in love." He gives me a questioning look. "With you dumbass. He's mad because I fell in love with you. He's mad because he knew. He's mad because I told him he had nothing to worry about. He's mad because I didn't just fall out of love. I fell for someone else." Zach is dead silent for a second. And I almost think I said the wrong thing.

Zach's pov:
I wake up with an indescribable feeling.  Like something is happening in my favor. I don't know how to describe it. I get out of bed freshen up and have breakfast with Louis. He's going to hang out with Jamilia today and is excited to spend time with her. I think I could use some time to write, I'm trying to give Kyara some space after all and outside of Louis and Jamilia I don't really hang out with anyone else. I decide to find a good spot to write and on my morning jog I spotted a tree house down in the woods. I walk there and climb in to the tree. When I get into the tree house I make myself comfortable and pull out my notebook. And start scribbling down some lyrics.
Look at us we could paint the perfect picture
About us. From your head to toe I fit you. They follow us, yeah we make the biggest picture. They believe us so I Geus it must be rare. I can read your mind I know what you're thinking. I could spent all my time naming all the reasons. What they know bout us doesn't make a difference. Baby we got us. We'll be something different."  The words flow out and before I know it I feel hungry so I make my way back to my cabin. When I get back I find Jamilia and Louis sitting on the couch.

"Hey guys." "Hey bro. Where were you off too?" "Just some writing." "With Kyara, I assume." "No I told you I was giving her some space." Those words make them give me a weird look. "What?" "Nothing we just assumed she was with you. She texted Jamilia she was out writing."  "No I haven't seen her. Why do you look so weird Jamilia?" "Just that she had a rough night. So I had assumed that she would look for you or at least tell you actually." "Wait what happened." "She broke up with Scott." Then it hits me, she broke up with her boyfriend. That has to hurt. That's why she ran off. "Would it be a good idea for me to go look for her." "I don't know but you can try." I practically run out off the house to the only place I can think off that Kyara could have gone off too.

When I make my way down the lake I eventually spot long brown hair through the trees. Kyara. I practically run over there but slow down when I'm near to not scare her. What I see breaks my heart. I see Kyara crying to herself as her notebook lays next to her. I watch as she looks over the water with puffy eyes full of tears and pain. And then I make a sound. Trying to act like I wasn't just watching her from a distance I casually walk out of the woods. "Hey I know I would give you some space but Jamilia said you went into the woods and I just wanted to check if you're okay." I try to give her a smile that I hope is soft enough to show the sympathy I feel.  She takes a smal breath and then speaks. "I'm okay. I'm dealing with it. I try to write it out. It's working." She smiles a hurt but relieved smile. I take a slight step into her direction and she signals it's okay for me to sit. "Do you regret breaking up with him?" I ask unintentionally, I want to know but I wasn't planning on asking, just slipped out. "No." She answers, no hesitation. "What did he say?" I ask. "He asked out what I meant when I told him I fucked up so I told him I fell out of love." She says calmly. "And he's mad you fell out of love?" I try to understand. "No, he's mad I fell In love." She rushes out. I try and understand what she's saying because why would he be mad if she fell in love? She lets out a breath. "With you dumbass. He's mad because I fell in love with you. He's mad because I told him he had nothing to worry about. He's mad because I didn't just fall out off love I fell for someone else." And then it hits me. She just told me she's in love with me. I mean I'm in love with her too but the way she just blurted it out hits me right in the face. And for a moment I'm completely silent. Trying to comprehend what happened and to find the right words.
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Heyhey another chapter. My wattpad is lowkey acting up so we'll see if this uploads. I'm gonna try and finish this fic before halloween. I've been working on this for way to longgg. Hope you guys are doing good. If you need someone to talk to don't hesitate to message me on here. Love you guys. Xx Saar