Kyara's pov:
In the woods I take the time to get some air and really think about what just happened. I cheated on my boyfriend that's what just happened. I knew I was going to mess up but I never thought I would do it like this, before breaking up with him. I need some adrenaline to get my head clear I remember seeing a thick string hanging from a tree a little deeper into the woods, above the river. I decide to run to where I think this string is located and when I see it im relieved that my orientation isn't completely thrown off in the woods and the dark even with the surcomstances. I drop my clothes and run to the top of the hill and jump onto the string. I swing around for a while having sight over the entire campsite. I let the beauty of the new sight wash over me as I feel the night wind brush over my bare skin. I think about if its worth breaking Scot's heart over the situation. I mean this could all be over after the summer. I still need to finish an entire year of high school with him. Seeing him in the hallways isn't going to be easy. I knew that it was different then before we started dating. I wouldn't go back to the mess that he got me out off. most of the people I hung out with back then hate me or aren't around anymore, left for unknown reasons or havent been heard from in ages. I would just stick to Sarah, and hopefully I'd have Zach and Jamilia stick around. But it would be weird not hugging him in. the hallways or watching his games. But if I don't break up with him, I have the guilt of cheating and acting like nothing happened. And I will lose Zach. And I'll be stuck with his jealous ways. I don't want to hurt Scott. But I already have, he just doesn't know I have.
I try to make a list of reasons I should and shouldn't break up with him.
reasons why I should: -I love Zach -I already betrayed his trust. -I don't love him anymore
reasons why I shouldn't -I don't want to hurt him -I have to go back to school with him
I think that sums it up. That's all I can think of. I know there is no love in my heart for Scott. Just guilt. I care about him, but not like how I care about Zach. I love Zach and only Zach. he is the one I love and the one I have to be with. I know I can't go back to Scott, I can't. I'm already in too deep.
zach's pov:
The shock of Kyara passing out is wearing of as she walks of into the woods. I give her the space she needs, I'm not a pushy guy. I'm trying to figure out what to do after what just happened. A girl just cheated on her boyfriend with me. He's a douchebag and I love her but still I never want to cause anyone pain and this is something that ends up with people hurting.
I decide that I need some air and too write some thoughts off, get a song going to clear my head. I jog back to my cabin to get my notepad and a guitar and I make my way to a hill at the outside of the campsite where its practically empty. A perfect place to write. I start a melody and start making some lyrics, "I'm in too deep, can't touch the bottom with my feet. Don't know what you did to me, I can't breath. But I'm living. I'm in too deep." It flows right out of me and I immediately write it down. " I heard your sirens call, you are beautiful. I can't breath but oh please don't save me." that's perfect for a pre-chorus. I write it all down and start on some verses. "Treasure chest filled with your diamonds. I don't mind staying down here. Though by now I should be dying. Your love gives me all my air." it all pours out of me. I can't stop writing by the time I finish It's already 3 am and I finished an entire song. I pack up my stuff and make my way back to my cabin.
While sneaking back in my cabin I almost got caught by a camp instructor, but I managed to hide before they noticed me. I make my way into the cabin making sure not to wake up Louis as I make my way to my room. I am successful and quickly roll into bed before sending off in a deep sleep.
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TITLE CHAPRTER YEEEYYY!!! I finally made it to the title chapter. This one is deff my fav up too this point. if you're still reading I hope you enjoy and are following what I would call my messy ass plot line. we have 8 chapters left holy damn. hope you're well. love you guys<3
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I'm in too deep
FanfictionKyara young is a aspiring young musician. She has her whole path planned out in front of her, no distractions. Great music, great boyfriend, good grades she's got it all. But when she meets a charming boy named Zach Herron at a camp for aspiring you...
