PERFECTLY IMPERFECT - RAINA

XXVII

Rajveer... mujhe tumse pyaar hai... aaj bhi hai utna hi hai..
Naina's eyes almost on the verge of crying.
Please mujhe aur mt pareshan karo.. tum kisi or ke ho ye soch kar dil pehle bhot kuch seh raha hai.. mujhe please baksh do apne is drame se Rajveer.
A tear made its way down her eye.

Rajveer knelt down in front of her and swipes the tear coming frm her eye. Soon he opens the tied ropes and  held her hands in his, with all care n affection.

Naina maine tumhe bohot preshan kia hai naa? Please mujhe maf krdo... aur please meri bat sunlo.. bs akhri bar.

Naina kept her head hung low,not even looking at him. But he began his story further.

Tumne mujhse zabardsti shadi ki muje bura lga tha.. bhot bura..
shayad main shadi na bhi krta...

He took a pause.

pr maine krli kyunki Naveen chahta tha.. vo mujje pehle hi ye bolkar laya tha ki main tumse mil loon.. aur agr tum mujhe pasand aa jao toh we would get married. Pr maine usey pehle hi mana krdia tha. Main shadi k liye taiyyar nhi tha.. mujhe mere desh k liye bhot si jung ladni thi. Aur...

Naina looked him with curious eyes.

Aur mere samne hr kuch dino me ek ldki aajati hai.. full make up k sath... bholi si surat k sath.. par unke nakaab zada din chl nhi pate the. . Ek na din unki sachaai saamne aa hi jati thi... hr ldki buri nhi hoti.. pr mujhe tum se bhi wahi ummeed thi.. isiliye kbhi b tumhare approaches ko maine bhaav bhi dia...

Naina's face lost its colour hearing the word used by him .

M sry fr using that word. But that's the truth.

Toh shadi kyu ki?
She said, in accusation dipped words.

Naveen k liye...
He said with toothy smile.

Naveen ko mujhpar bhrosa tha ki main tumse darta hoon isliye shadi nhi kr raha.. aur main bewakuf uski bato me aa gya.. kar baitha tumse shadi..

Bewakoof??? Mujhse shadi krna bewakufi thi.
She said in low voice.

I am sorry once again... pr pta hai Naina... ek wajah aur thi.. har ldki mere samne khud ko acha dikhati thi..aur andar se bohot alag hoti thi. mujhse shadi krne k liye khud k bare me hazaro jhut bolna... par tumne imaandari na sahi.. pr meri ankho me ankhe dalkar mujje jeeta.. tumne mere se koi jhuth nhi kaha balki mere liye jhuth kaha , mere samne kaha.

Shadi toh krli thi.. fr pta chla ki kya balaa ho tum ..
Gunny bolta tha ki tumhare aage mai bheegi billi bn jata hu.. aur agr mujh me dam ho toh main tumhe apne tareeko me dhaal doon..

Mujhe ye sab glt lgta tha.. hum kisi ko khud k liye kyu badle.. hume usey waise hi accept krna hoga.. pr main bhi zada sher ban baitha.. socha kisiko badlna glt h par discipline me daalna galat nhi hoga . . Aur fr tumhe tumhare hi jaal me fasaa kr apne rang me rang dia.. pr bhul gya tha ki m bs khud ko sabit kr raha hu aur tum wo sab mere pyar me kr rahi ho..

Nandini k bare me tum nhi janti thi aur isi bat ka faayda uthaya maine. Jhuth na kehte huye b tumhe lga jaise hum dono date krr rahe hai...

Bhaiyya ye sab jaante the?

Haa wo sala kutta hi toh tha jo mujhe uksaa raha tha...

Toh fr ab tum kya chahte ho..sudhar gyi main...tumse alg b ho gyi main.. fr ab kyu bandh k rakha h mujje..

Kyunki i love u

Rajveer bohot ho gya.. kbhi nhi krta pyaar... kbhi krta hoon pyar.

Naina maine tumse, naina singh ahluwalia se pyr nhi kia kbhi bhi... par maine apni biwi se zarur pyar kia hai... naina singh Shekhawat se.

Uski surat mujje nhi bhaayi.. pr uski sirat.. uska adiyalpan..uska bachpana.. mera dil kb chura k le gya pta hi nhi chla..

Uska maggi se roti banane mere liye.. uske chori se mere kisses lene par... khana naa ate huye bhi koshish lga tar krte rehna.. uska glti smjh ane pr glti maan lena... mujhe usse pyaar ho gya Naina.. beshumar pyar...

Naina rolled her eyes.

Toh ab mai kya karu rajveer... tumhari ab koi biwi nhi h.. ab srf wahi bchi jisse tum nafrat krte ho.. naina singh ahluwalia. Aur main wahi hu jisse tumne beshumar nfrt ki h...

Naina gets up to leave but halts as he held her by her arm. He pulls her back. Looking straight into her eyes.

Nahin Naina... tum woh ho jisse maine  beshumar pyar kia h.. meri biwi Naina...

Ya right... jisko tumne kuch mahine pehle divorce dene pr khud hi majbur kia tha.

Majbur kia tha.. pr divorce dia nhi tha..

What do u mean?

Tum bht stupid ho naina. Tumhare bhai ne bola ki sigh krdo aur 15 din me pprs ajenge.. aise divorce ni hota naina. Hume judge k samne present hona hota h... dono motions sign krne hote h.. fr jakar hum separate hote.. pr tum thehri buddhu...

Pr bhai ne kaha tha ki tum army  se ho isliye tumhare liye separate rule h..

Jhut tha!

Jhut tha?

Hmm.

That means...

That means we are still..

Husband and wife....

How dare u... u loser... u fool.... u idiot...
She hits him continuously.. making him fall and she fell upon him, not stopping,making sure his body swells and pains like hell.

Kya mila ye karke??

Sachha pyaar..
He said sheepishly.

Woh toh pehle b krti thi na ...
She said irritatedly

Naa.. pehle pyr b tha aur zidd b thi tumhari mujhe paane ki... jb tumne mujhe khoya toh maine tumhe humesha k liye paa lia.. tumhare aansuon ne muje yakeen dila dia tha ki tum meri ho Mrs. Shekhawat 

She tries to get up but he holds her in his arms tightly.

I dont love u and u dont love me..

I love u naanu.. i really do.
He engulfed her in his arms.

But i dont..

I do..

I don't
..

Naina...

Rajveer i do.. i love u...n i hate u ..so much ..

Swiftly turning her,taking her under him, he tried to kiss her.

But she kept her hand on his mouth and pushed.

Are we done? Can I go now.

Naina... i thought tum muje ek mauka dena chahogi?

Tumne dia tha? Pyar thopa nhi jata Rajveer.. tb maine zabardsti ki thi, ab tum kr rhe ho.. let me go..

She left breaking his heart.

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