•The Ghost of Flowers• {[Nomin]}

✨🌸 Chapter 47 🌸✨

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{this is the actually chap47 btw}

Jeno was a mess, and Taeyong wasn't home because of his work.

The dark haired boy curled underneath a small couch blanket, trying to catch his breath between the sobs escaping his throat.

Just when he thought he could finally find happiness, just when he thought he had it all, something ruins it.

He should've always known. Who would want to stay with such an average person as Jeno? Even Jeno couldn't stand himself sometimes. But hope is a strange thing when it comes to love, and all of that was now crushed.

All he could keep telling himself was that he shouldn't have turned a blind eye and should have confronted them from the beginning, and he was cursing at himself for not realizing sooner.

Maybe come tomorrow, Jaemin planned to break up in order to date Renjun. Maybe they're the long lost lovers who will have the happy ending, and Jeno will end up alone with 11 cats. Yup, that sounded like the life he always imagined before he had met Jaemin.

Jeno uncovered his head from the suffocating blanket, wiping at his eyes and staring up at the ceiling.

Jaemin's face popped into his mind, his bright smile, his sparkly eyes, the flowers he always randomly grows just to make him smile.

Despite the heartache he was going through, he still couldn't deny how much he genuinely loved that flower boy. Everything they went through together from the time they first met, had led up to this.

But what was it worth?

He was so shocked when he heard those words escape Jaemin's lips. It seemed pretty obvious that he and Renjun were soon going to get together. But the words, the sound of them rattled him to the bone. He almost couldn't fathom it, feeling like another one of his bad thoughts or nightmares.

He felt so utterly stupid, and so utterly blind.

Jeno continued to cry, another sob escaping his lips as he folded his hands over his face.

He just didn't understand, he thought Jaemin loves him the way he does to him. It didn't make sense in his eyes, and that was the worst part.

Oh well, he doesn't feel like he deserved someone as bright as Jaemin anyway. Someone who brought back the light in his life and made him feel again.