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When Olivia Braverman disappears, leaving behind a simple letter and her only diary, it is up too her four older brothers too figure out where she went.
However this proves to be a challenge when The Braverman family realise just how little they...
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~•~ Olivia's Diary Entry: Seven ~•~ April 28, 2016
~*~ "Knowing did not mean believing, As doubt had a way, Of welcoming us in its, Warm embrace" ~*~
Suffocating, I feel like I'm Suffocating.
My own home feels like a prison of memories, Memories of a time that only mocks me, Because I know I'll never have that again.
And no amount of medication will help, Help ease the ever open wound in my chest, Or the thoughts that echo in my mind.
Dr. Ann said it didn't work like that, That simply taking the medication wouldn't keep my demons at bay, It wouldn't heal those wounds.
My anti-depressants would only help to balance me, To trick my body into feeling normal, My PTSD medication would only help me with my symptoms, It would not rid me of my trauma.
Dr. Ann said it was a process, That there would be multiple therapy sessions, Each session focused on a different aspect of healing, That I would have to confront that night, In order to move past it.
She doesn't understand.
I can't confront that night, I will NEVER make peace with that night, I will never forget, Never allow myself to forgive.
I cannot let go of the past, The memories, The terror that follows, I will never get past the betrayal.
I will never understand.
And this, This was my own doing, I have no one else to blame for my suffering, Because I am a coward.
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I'm not sure how I feel about this entry, but it fits better than what I had written previously!
And clues about what happened to Olivia? I would love to hear your theories!
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