lovecast. jaemin

twenty one

trigger warning: mentions of sexual assault and slut shaming

DONGHYUCK
what happened with
jaemin last night?

DONGHYUCK
i'm not gonna hate you
or anything just tell me

SORAE
what would happen

DONGHYUCK
idk you tell me

SORAE
we went out for
drinks yeah that's
it

DONGHYUCK
why did he try to
kiss you

SORAE
nothing like that
happened

SORAE
why are you being
like this? why

DONGHYUCK
i saw everything last
night don't try to play
with me

DONGHYUCK
jaemin really is a home
wrecker huh? and it had
to be me

SORAE
you don't know shit
about him

DONGHYUCK
do you even have feelings
for me?

SORAE
what are you even
saying anymore

DONGHYUCK
i'm asking

DONGHYUCK
do you have feelings
for me? yes or no

SORAE
hyuck...

DONGHYUCK
yes or no

SORAE
i don't know

DONGHYUCK
i cant explain it i like you
so much, i have never had
such strong feelings for anyone
in a long time and this is how i
finally get treated

DONGHYUCK
do you like jaemin

SORAE
hyuck stop asking me
these please

DONGHYUCK
he was saying you told
him something last night

DONGHYUCK
what did you say

SORAE
i dont remember?

SORAE
i'm sorry i don't
remember

DONGHYUCK
idk what to say anymore

SORAE
why are you making
things so complicated

DONGHYUCK
you're the one doing
it not me

DONGHYUCK
idk how you're friends
with that jerk

DONGHYUCK
you still didn't tell me
why were you guys
kissing last night

SORAE
IT WAS ME NOT HIM

SORAE
i've heard enough you don't
know shit about him

SORAE
he had to go through so much
imagine losing your parents
at 11, living with your
grandparents afterwards only to
lose your grandfather within
2 years. your grandma not wanting
you to suffer so she tries everything
she possibly can for your better future

SORAE
why do you think he cares
about managing his education
while playing volleyball so much

SORAE
he's here on a scholarship
unlike you guys bc he feels
the need to repay his grandma
for fulfilling a lack of parental
figure in his life

SORAE
he's the last person to
be a jerk

DONGHYUCK
wow okay

SORAE
he was there for me when
i was sexually manipulated
only at the age of 16. no one
tried to come forward

SORAE
i was slut shamed for a whole
year in school till i was proved
wrong. jaemin was one of the first
few people who was by my side

SORAE
everyone treated me like shit
making me the bad guy, guess
who defended me? jaemin!

DONGHYUCK
i'm sorry