why(shuyang👫/🌪)

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(a/n)
before you read this chapter I think you can tell by title but this chapter includes mentions of self harm, depression, etc.

okay thanks! enjoy!!!

I took my blade to my wrist
once.
twice.
three times.

I was about to go again
but the bathroom door opened
I immediately dropped my box knife
I stepped back and looked up

right in front of me
was my boyfriend

he started crying
he shook violently
"why"
that's all he said
"why"

"WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS"
he screamed suddenly
he broke down
right there on the floor
usually he'd act tough
I'm not sure what's happening

"I'm sorry" I said quietly

"no, it's okay. I'm sorry I yelled"
he said, standing up

he walked over to me
and gently took my wrist in his hand
he stared at it for a bit
"let's wash this, yeah?"
he turned on the sink water
made sure the temperature was good
and put my wrist under it
he washed it
careful not to hurt me
he had finished and told me to wait
he left the room

he came back with bandages
he took the bandages
he wrapped my arm carefully
and washed out the sink

"I know this might sound crazy,
but could you show me every day?
show me that its getting better.
and you arent cutting more?"

"sure..."

"thank you"
he wrapped me in a big hug
"I love you so much"

"I love you too.."

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