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dizzy.(Zeyu👫/🌪)

a/n
so basically,, I had an amazing chapter written out completely
I had just finished it and was VERY happy with it and then wattpad decided to be stupid and deleted it so I'm sorry if this sucks but I tried to rewrite it almost exactly the same

(WARNING)
eating disorder stuff :/

dizzy.
hungry.
dizzy.
hungry.

my stomach says feed me
but my mind says
no
its says
no, you arent allowed
you'll suffer
hungry or not
you're still fat

Zeyu's PoV

I've noticed y/n is different
lately shes been a lot grumpier
she seems weaker aswell

I asked her what was wrong
she snapped at me in response
saying she was fine
I really want to male sure shes okay
but I'm not sure how

y/n's PoV

I've noticed Zeyu seems worried
he keeps glancing at me
almost as if hes afraid
it's like hes worried
but doesnt know what to do

oh well
I cant stop
I wont stop
not until I'm thin
i have to keep going

Zeyu's PoV

i told the guys about y/n today
and explained her weird behavior
they told me not to worry
they said shes probably fine
maybe on her period

so I'll try not to worry

y/n's PoV

i fucked up
i fucked up real bad
i ate
I'll gain weight now
this is bad
my week of work
trying not to eat
down the drain

I'm sitting on the floor
as tears run down my face

I'm so stupid.

I be cry louder
as words ive burned into my brain
race through my head

fat.
ugly.
stupid.
fat.
ugly.
stupid.

I know my boyfriend is home
but I cant hold back
I'm bawling on the floor
hoping he wont hear

just then
i hear the door open
and standing there is my boyfriend

I stood straight up
and ran to grab a sweatshirt
hoping to cover my thin torso
but as I'm running
I collapse

I hear footsteps approach me
one by one
getting closer and closer
until I'mifted off the ground
and placed on my bed

Zeyu's PoV

I look down at her small fragile form
"why..baby...why?"
I say inaudibly
as I brush a strand of her hair back
"I asked you if you were alright...
you lied to me..why would you hide this from me..?"

I watch as her eyes open
she looks up at me
"I didnt want you to worry"
she closes her eyes again
"I'm sorry Zeyu"

"it's alright. we'll get through it.
I'm going to help you"
I pick her up again
and place her under the covers
"I'll be back with some soup.
stay here, okay?"
she responds quietly
and I leave to go prepare her food

when I come back upstairs
I notice shes asleep
so I place the soup on her side table
and lay down next to her
eventually falling asleep aswell

a/n
so uh yeah :/
this isnt as great as the original but it works