A new beginning (a sequel to "Which Alpha")

Misty

Please stop crying. It breaks my heart to see you like this.

I can't... I'm scared I will lose the best thing that has ever happened to me  but if you can't forgive me please tell me to go kill myself so I can stop causing you pain. I can't live with myself knowing that I hurt you please command me to jump of the cliffs or stab myself in the heart because I can't and won't live with myself hurting you.

I can't do that you know that. You know I can't. I say in tear. I love you despite your stupid choice you made last night and I do want to marry you Sam. I want a family with you. I want a life with you and only you. Without you I'm nothing. So don't you ever fucking ask me to tell you to do something so horrible to yourself because I won't. Not now not ever. I say holding him.

If you can't forgive me but want to marry me where do we stand? Sam asks as I look at him.

Let's... roll this out a one huge mistake and we go to my room and go to bed and you never do anything like what you did again ok?

Ok. Your to good for me.

Well... yeah. I say with a sigh as I get up and put my clothes back on before I head upstairs as Sam follows me and I lay in bed with him but for the first time in our whole relationship I can't bring myself to hold him so i just turn to my side and fall asleep dreaming of what the future holds for Sam and I now that he cheated....  later that night I wake up in the middle of the night to find Sam not in bed so I go downstairs to find him sitting at the kitchen table.

Why are you up?

I couldn't sleep knowing what I did to you. You said you are going to pass it off as a mistake but I can see it it your eyes you can't. I also got a call from Paul and the boys never ordered a private dance....

If they didn't who the fuck did? Did she just choice you? If she did that isn't making it any better for you.

I know but she told me someone hired her and payed prior to me getting there.

So if it wasn't the boys, who was it?

I have no idea. He says as I go quiet and look down in tears.

Angel...

I just don't understand why you didn't stop her sooner. We are supposed to get married in a month and you do this.

Angel I know what I did was wrong and I'll do every possible to make it right because I love you and I can't lose you. You know what? Let's go find out who payed her.

What?

Let's go find out who payed her. Sam say

Fine let's go. I say going to get dress before writing my mom, James and Arron a note before leaving the house and hoping in Sam's truck.

I think Jacob or Rylie payed her. Sam says breaking the silence.

Why?

Because they both hate us and want to destroy our relationship and our happiness. Sam says as I play with my engagement ring. If it was all a set up then what?

I don't know... we will have to wait and see. I says

Angel talk to me. what can I do to make this right?

I don't know Sam! I scream in tears. I don't know.... How can I trust you after what you did? After you swore that you would be better then both Riley and Jacob? How Sam?! Huh?! Tell me because I would love an answer so we can move past this. So I no longer feel this betrayal. So I can be with the only man I want!

I'll make this right. I promise Angel. He says as I look down at my rings. For the whole car ride I couldn't bring myself to look up at him. I just want to cry my eyes out when I look at him. Was she prettier then me? Was she thinner? Did she have a bigger chest? A bigger ass? Was she taller? What about her made Sam want to continue? I ask myself as the car stops

We're here. Sam says as I get out and walk ahead of him. Before heading in. When we get inside Sam points out the girl who gave him the dance. She was tall and thin with a big ass and chest. She had straight  bleached blond hair with light brown eyes and some makeup. She wore the smallest skirt I have ever seen and a black lace bra. While Sam flagged her down I started to feel very self conscious and I shut off my mind link so no one could hear the thoughts that break my heart.

Hello Misty do you remember me.

Of course I do handsome. You were in here last night. She says smiling

May I talk to you for a minute we could use your help with something. Sam says

We? Misty asks

Yeah we. I say

Who are you? She asks

He's fiancé. 

Look lady I'm not looking for a fight I was just doing my job.

I understand that and I'm not here to fight you. I some information.

Ok. Follow me. She says leading us away from the noise. What can I help you with? She asks sitting on the couch by the wall

We just want to know who payed you to... I start but I can't finish my sentence.

Who payed you to give me a lap dance?  Sam asks

Some guy came in before you arrived and told me what you looked like and gave me 900 dollars to give you a private dance but because of rules I can't give you he's name.

That's alright can you describe him. I say

Um....

Please.

Sure. He has light brown hair, he's tall, he's eyes are light brown, very pale skin and he wore all black

Was he one of the guys with him last night? I ask

No. He wasn't.

By any chance was the guy that paid you look like this. I say showing her a photo of Riley.

Yeah that was him. She  says.

That all we need. Thank you. I say before going back to the car and waiting for Sam with my blood boiling in anger not sure what my next move is.....