✰𝑴𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝑱𝗼𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥✰

Jealousy ;/

Ugh I hate being human. I hate that I was born a normal, mortal human. At least I think I was. I want to be someone or some thing special. I've been reading wattpad mythical journals of freaking half-deities! Or daughters of gods and goddesses! Half-spirits of death or something! Born with powers that weren't gained by subs! Half-demons! Born half-dragons! Why couldn't I be something special? It's so hard to become what I want but I'm dedicated and I'm trying. But why wasn't I born half-wolf or something?? If I was, I wouldn't take it for granted. I wouldn't think of myself any higher than others! I wouldn't be selfish with it like I have seen around wattpad! (I'm not calling anybody out specifically, please don't come for me!) Why wasn't I given a chance?

That's what got me thinking, what if there's something hidden in me? What if I wasn't born full human? A hidden power I haven't discovered? Half-animal or mythical but I just haven't found, yet?? I honestly hope so. I've always felt so different than normal humans and have always gone by the term "unique" to define me.
I'm going to meditate and ask my higher self if there's something hidden inside me or a hidden power. I am going to hope for the best. If not, that is fine, I can keep working with my subs. Either way, I will keep with my subs. So don't worry about that. And I will keep you guys updated with my findings.