I KNOW I KNOW I ask for help in almost every chapter lol. But this, I actually need urgent help with. I feel like I'm losing inspiration and I really really don't want to. Someone! Anyone! Inspire me!! I just feel like I'm losing any motivation to physically live. And I've been suicidal many many times before and dealt with self harm. I'm trying my hardest to recover. But this day has left me feeling totally useless, unmotivated and just not okay. I haven't listened to my subliminals all day and it's almost 9:00pm. I haven't practiced in a week or so, I think. And mythicals were the only thing keeping me happy and reading all those wonderful journals you guys have. And seeing the number of amazing people rise on my journals. I used to get so excited. Even yesterday. I'm not stopping anything. I just feel more distant. Which is exactly what I don't want to happen. Help me please!! Give me any motivation or inspiration you have, in the comments!! Send me your wonderful stories!! Become my mythical friend!! Anything!! Thank you!!
❤︎ᴍᴀʏ 20, 2020❤︎
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Non-Fiction🌜100% Non-fiction!! This is my journey for becoming a 𝔪𝔶𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔠𝔞𝔩 :) 𝗢𝗵 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖻𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗒, 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝗺𝐞 𝐌𝗼𝗼𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐰. Note - 𝙽𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝙸 𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝙸 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚜...
