I am still looking at the ceiling of Yoongi Oppa's bedroom until memories of me being a 13 year old highschooler came into into my mind..
Flashback..
"Hey guys" I said while taking a cigar in my pocket. I was actually in a gang. They found me crying on the floor and they said they can help me get over it. When I was in that age too I was secretly joining taekwando classes and other fighting classes which led me to a black belter. But I hid my face so that no one knows me. I never used it as an advantage to my brothers and pretended to be all nerdy and stuff so that they won't recognize. I become addicted to cigarettes and it's one of the things that made me calm.
I secretly ran out of the house late at night.
Until, all of them are moving to different places and they told me I can't go. And they said I should stop doing businesses and start a happy future.
What I mean about businesses are like money deals and robbery. But we never get caught. There's also that time when I was almost caught smoking by my brothers.
"Hey! Why are you out so late?! Are you selling your body?!" - Namjoon Oppa
"I'm just getting some fresh air" - Me
Ok. That was a total lie actually.
"Wait. Who's smoking here?" - Jin
Oppa
I took out my perfume from my back pocket and spray as many as I can at my back so that when I ran to my room they won't notice it was me.
"It's totally not me. I hate cigarettes" -Me
"Yeah. No one asked for your opinion. Your too weak to be smoking." - Hobi Oppa
"Just go to your room" - Jungkook Oppa
"Ok" I ran to upstairs to my room and locked the door.
That's close. Maybe I should stop smoking. My brothers might know it was me.
End of Flashback...
And that's what I'm thinking right now.
"Hey Y/N you comfy there?" Jin Oppa said opening the bedroom.
"Yeah it's really comfy."
"Let's go downstairs now. Everything is ready." He said closing the door. I look at the time and it was 12:00 in the afternoon. Looks like i'm staring at the ceiling for almost like 3 hours. But who cares. I'm hungry.
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FanfictionKnowing your brothers hate you is really sad.. They abused you for many years just because they blame you because of your mother's death.. Sometimes you think that your worthless, useless, freak, and stupid And guess what? You wanted to KILL yoursel...
