your friends are full of shit ( frank iero x male reader)

its alright

A/N - so i just wanted to warn everyone before this that this chapters gonna probs be kinda short but lowkey depressing lmao. my mental health isn't great at the minuet so i thought i'd write a chapter to i guess get my feelings out? so general trigger warnings for low self esteem, gender dysphoria/general reason stuff, suicidal ideation potentionally and just all round sad stuff. hope everyone's mental health is doing okay during these tough times and if you're not then i hope you start feeling better soon!!🧚🏻‍♂️✨🍄

YOUR POV
it was around 11pm that night once Frank had left and i had mixed emotions. however happy and over the moon i was that Frankie had asked me out and i was officially his boyfriend, i couldn't understand how or why he'd wanna date me? me of all people? i'm not exactly the easiest person to be around let alone date. at this point i was standing in front of my mirror staring at myself. my ugly self. i couldn't see what everyone else could. all i saw was a short, fat, disgusting, barcode covered piece of shit. i'm not desirable at all. i not wanted. i'm not needed. i'm not cared about. i'm nothing. i ran my hands up and down my arms, stroking them and hugging myself in an attempt to bring myself at least a tiny bit of comfort. it probably wouldn't work. i don't think i deserve anything let alone comfort of any sorts.

that was when my phone buzzed. it was Frank. he always knew when to message me. i picked up my phone and looked at the screen, the message read "hey:) i miss you already haha, i don't know whether you're asleep yet or not but sleep well, i'll see you tomorrow". i swiped on the notification to open up our chat and replied.

(your messages, franks messages)
i miss you too lmao, and no i'm not asleep yet. see you tomorrow:)
and you're not asleep because?
could ask you the same thing init🤷🏻‍♂️
bubba go to sleep
yeah but no
but you need sleep
and so do you but you're still awake
that's not the point
hehe just cause you know i'm right
fine whatever. anyways, what ya doinggg
oh yanno jist dancing on the moon with Johnny Depp how bout you?
haha very funny. just in bed watching a film
oooo whatcha watching?
The Breakfast Club
wow Frankie i didn't take you for a teen hugh school movie typa guy
yeah well you don't exactly seem like a disney and cartoons typa guy y/n and we all know how much you love those

i chuckled at my phone. no matter how bad i was feeling he always somehow had the ability to cheer me up, whether he knew i was upset or not. it's like he's psychic or some shit. i put my phone back down in my bed and walked into the bathroom. i washed my face, cleaned my teeth and got undressed leaving my clothes in a somewhat short trail from my bathroom back to my bed. i put my phone on charge, clambered into my bed, pulled the covers up over and around me and went to sleep.

A/N sorry for how short this is uhhhh i just wanted to update the story so yeah i hope this is okay and people like it and shit 🍄💕

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