Lucid Dreamer (short story) Completed

Chapter 19

Riley's POV

          ⚫†♤♚Devonne Scarlet De Gracias ♚♤†⚫

Ang pangalang nakasulat sa isang lapida, lumuhod ako sa harapan ng lapida tsaka inilapag ang bulaklak na aking dinala para sa kanya. Yumuko muna ako't pumikit upang mag-alay ng munting dasal pagkatapos ay nagdilat ako. Hinaplos ko ang pangalang naka-ukit sa lapida.

Magpahanggang ngayon ay ramdam na ramdan ko pa din ang sakit ng aking puso dahil sa bigla nyang pagkawala. Hanggang ngayon ay patuloy pa din na nagluluksa ang aking damdamin at patuloy na namumuhay sa nakaraan, ngunit gagawin ko ang lahat hanggang mapagtagumpayan kong maabot ang hinaharap habang ako'y nasa kasalukuyan.

"Babe, how are you? Are you okay out there? Did you met my animal friends there? Tell them hello for me babe. I hope that you're doing okay there, I hope you're doing fine. I hope you are happy there, I know you're with mom. Tell her I miss her, for me. It's that okay babe? Please tell her don't worry about me. I'm doing fine here, finally. I miss you babe,  it's been five years but I still feel the pain. I'm sorry babe for feeling this, I just can't get over you, I just can't forget you. Your smile, your laugh, your sweetest voice, your corny and childish jokes. I miss them, your hugs and kisses. I miss you so much babe. Please guide me, will you do that for me babe? Thank you and I love you. Tell mom too, I miss you and I love you the two of you"

Sabay pahid ko sa aking mga luha na umaagos sa aking pisnge. Hindi ko na napigilang mapahagulgol, dahil sa labis na bigat at sakit ng aking damdamin. Napapikit na lamang ako ng maramdaman ko ang pag-ihip ng malamig na hangin. Napangiti ako sa kabila ng mga luha na walang tigil na tumutulo, dahil pakiramdam ko ay niyakap nya ako.

"Don't worry babe, I will restart again. I promise you that,I will do my best to make our dreams come true"

Bulong ko sa aking sarili tsaka ako napatingala sa langit, habang ang malamig na hangin ay nanatiling nakayakap sa akin.

(Played: Real To Me - Sidewalk Prophets )

I was raised in the heartland
Thought to revere your name
I spoke it out on Sundays
Other times used  it in vain

Yeah I'd stared up at the stars
Seeking shelter from the noise
Sent up a thousands prayers
But I never heard your voice 

Searching....
Searching....
For something real

My world came crashing down
Felt empty to my bones
All my friends say they'd pray for me
But still I felt alone

So I drove off in my car
Crying underneath the stars
Yeah the songs on my radio
Spoke to my busted heart

In this brokeness I was free
That's the moment
You became real to me

I've danced in the sun
I've run through the rain
Felt joy take the place
Of the sorrow and the pain

It took my everything
Now I believe you became real to me

Now my heart is still aching for authenticity
But the truth is running deep and wild
Beyond what we can't see

I've danced in the sun
I've run through the rain
Felt joy take the place
Of the sorrow and the pain

It took my everything
Now I believe you became real to me

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Hallelujah for the questions and the trials

Hallelujah  for the road and all the miles
Hallelujah for the days of doubt and fear
Hallelujah for the things that got me here
^______________ 2x _____________^

I've danced in  the sun
I've run through the rain
Felt joy take the place
Of the sorrow and the pain

Oooh hoh hallelujah

It took my everything
Now I believe you became real to me

Pangako ko sa aking sarili at sa mga mahal ko na mananatili akong matatag, handa kong harapin ang lahat ng takot ko hanggang sa malagpasaba ko ang lahat at maabot ang aking pangarap.

Ang aming pangarap

Wala ka man ngayon sa tabi ko, sa puso't isip ko ay mananatili ka. Alaala man o panaginip lang. Ilusyon o halusinasyon lang. Ang mahalaga ay minsan kang nag-exist sa buhay ko. Hindi lamang sa panaginip at alaala.

Babaunin ko ang mga iniwan mo sakin upang maging sandata at source ng aking lakas upang pagtagumpayan ang aking hinaharap.

Nagpapasalamat ako sa taas dahil binigyan nya ako ng pagkakataon na makilala't makasama ang tulad nya.

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