Lena's POV:
I looked at Kara, sitting in the corner shaking and sobbing. I felt pain, so much empathetic pain for the girl who I'd grown attached to, and who seemed to be far more complicated than I could have ever imagined. A multitude of feelings and questions were running through my head simultaneously, and it was slightly overwhelming.
In a matter of seconds, it's like a switch was flipped and the atmosphere of the room changed completely. I didn't even know what I was supposed to do. I was just sitting there, staring at the traumatized blonde, not sure weather to get up and leave, or to make sure she was okay, or... I don't even know.
Even more than that, I was somewhat confused with myself, with the way I had been feeling only moments ago. I know that when Kara pinned me to the bed and started to force herself on me, I should have been uncomfortable and afraid, and I should have felt disgusted; But I wasn't, and I didn't.
The moment I felt her body against mine, there was a voice in my head screaming at me to submit, and I could feel a wave of arousal wash over me. My control started to slip away and I felt myself wanting the strong body above me to do with me what she pleased, and I wasn't even sure why.
The only thing I could do in that moment was beg her to stop, because even though every singling cell in my body wanted Kara to use me, I couldn't let her do something I knew she would deeply regret, especially when the person I saw staring back at me wasn't her. It was a version of her perhaps, but I knew it wasn't the version of her I had met earlier that day.
Kara wouldn't even make eye contact with me as she cried into Eliza's shoulder, and I couldn't help but feel guilty for putting her in this state. I know I didn't really do anything wrong at all, but the guilt was still there, and It wasn't only that. There were so many emotions that only continued to get stronger throughout the day, and they started when I met her.
It was unexplainable almost. I don't tend to trust people so easily, and I certainly don't deeply care for someone within a day of meeting them. It's just how I'm wired, but when I saw Kara for the first time it's like a whole other part of my brain lit up that I didn't even know existed before. Even weirder, I think that Kara knows why.
I think theres a lot I don't know that Kara does, mainly because of how often Kara has seemed to realize important things when she was with me. Even though she tried to hide it, I could see It etched on her face, I've just never said anything.
The most notable time was right before the "incident" when she saw the birth mark on my wrist, and a look of utter shock passed her features. I'm sure Kara wasn't even aware that she had such an obvious facial expression, maybe in her head she was hiding her emotions. Either way, I knew that my birth mark was of more importance to her than the fact that it was shaped like a star.
Honestly, I'm starting to think that many of things she's told me since we met were only half truths, mostly because of some of the strange things that I've noticed throughout the day. One of the strangest things that happened was when she got up and ran to the bathroom. I went to her desk to help collect her things, and there were two decently sized jagged holes in the desk.
This was quite shocking to me considering the fact that they aren't even really desks, they're counters since it's the science lab, and those counters are made out of marble. What seventeen year old female would be capable of making two tennis ball sized holes in marble? Better yet, what human?
No human would.
I decided not to say anything to her, just in case it wasn't even her fault, but little by little the pieces of the puzzle were continuing to fit together as the day went on. Still, I wasn't quite sure who, or what Kara Danvers was...
A/N
Hey guys! Heres your next chapter (818 Words) I'm really sorry for the short part and the long time it took to update, I've just had a lot going on lately and not much time for recreational activities. I figured I would do a chapter dedicated to Lena's thoughts about the whole situation, and she's starting to figure it out... Anyway, thank you so much for reading, I really hope you all enjoyed it! I love you guys! Bye!<3<3<3
-Avalon
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