SUMMER BREAK | sakuatsu

seventeen

oikawa: ATUMUUU

atsumu: woahh you not calling me tsumtsum for once

oikawa: i only call you that because of bokuto 😤

atsumu: yes i know
atsumu: BUT
atsumu: why did you dm me on private instead of groupchat

oikawa: WHY CANT I

atsumu: YOU CAN
atsumu: I WAS JUST ASKING

oikawa: WHY ARE YOU SHOUTING

atsumu: you wrote in caps first .

oikawa: oops :o

atsumu: dumbass

oikawa: tsumtsum i actually privately messaged you because i've been meaning to tell you something..

atsumu: what is it?

oikawa: PROMISE ME
oikawa: you wont be angry or anything

atsumu: it depends on what it is i guess
atsumu: did you do something bad

oikawa: its not bad
oikawa: maybe it is to you but not to me

atsumu: so what is it then?

oikawa: uh i kinda wanna stop our arrangement thing thats going on

atsumu: thats fine! why were you scared to tell me that

oikawa: let me finish
oikawa: its because i started talking alot to someone and i really like them.. so sleeping with someone else doesn't feel right

atsumu: WHO IS THE LUCKY MAN
atsumu: OR WOMAN

oikawa: aghh here is the worst part

atsumu: is it osamu 🤨

oikawa: no

atsumu: good because im pretty sure he is dating suna

oikawa: uh
oikawa: its iwachan
oikawa: dont be mad

atsumu: what

oikawa: BEFORE YOU GET ANGRY LET ME EXPLAIN
oikawa: we started talking again a while back and hes totally differently now. hes so kind to me and even though he done some bad things in the past he seriously regrets it. he apologised alot to me

atsumu: do you really believe his apology?

oikawa: it was sincere

atsumu: how are you sure hes not lying

oikawa: how are you sure he is lying

atsumu: because he always fucking lies oikawa
atsumu: and didnt we start this whole stupid arrangement thing in first place because you wanted a distraction from your beloved 'iwa chan'

oikawa: wow so you thought that whole thing was stupid?

atsumu: please dont change the subject here and answer me.
atsumu: what the FUCK are you seeing in iwaizumi
atsumu: hes done nothing but get you in shit situations and be so mean to you so why do you want him back so bad?
atsumu: you had to move colleges just to stay away from him, so why do you want to go back

oikawa: hes a better person now.. believe me

atsumu: i cant?
atsumu: hes also weirdly obssesed with you. remember when he found out about us so he came all the way to our college to fucking fight me?
atsumu: i just dont get it
atsumu: some one as fucked up as him cant change and thats just that hard truth

oikawa: why do you care so much anyway? you arent my mother, you're just a fuckbuddy so why do you feel the need to tell me who i can and cant talk to

atsumu: im just a fuckbuddy? what the fuck
atsumu: i knew you rude but i never thought you would stoop that low
atsumu: all for a guy who made you insecure, got you drunk every night and pretty much used you for sex

oikawa: he never used me

atsumu: yes he did thats why you left him right?

oikawa: but i never found a problem with it anyway so stop controlling me
oikawa: i dont care if someone is using me cant you tell that all i want is someone who loves me??
oikawa: i started the arrangement with you, yes because i wanted a distraction from iwa but also because if i dont have that one person to sleep with me i feel so insecure
oikawa: like why does no one want me?
oikawa: is it because im stupid or insecure or unfunny or rude i dont know whats wrong with me but when im being used i just.. i dont mind because atleast someone cares enough to use me.

atsumu: oikawa. im saying this as a friend who really fucking cares for you. you shouldnt be used because you are WAY better than that. im sorry for calling you rude i didnt mean it, it was just in the moment. but someone like you needs someone better than iwaizumi. hes just going to play with your heart

oikawa: you claim to be my friend but you wont even listen to me?

atsumu: im listening and all youre saying is bullshit
atsumu: im really trying here

oikawa: what and you think im not?

atsumu: i never said that
atsumu: but the way youre acting.. i dont like it

oikawa: honestly, i dont care about what you like and what you dont
oikawa: thank you for being my friend when i tranferred college and thank you for introducing me to bokuto and kuroo. im greatful for that. but if i have to drop that for iwa i will.

atsumu: you cant be serious
atsumu: youre ready to drop everyone for one shitty guy
atsumu: just fuck off

oikawa: wow resorting to using swear words

atsumu: when i have i ever not used them dumbass

oikawa: kuroo and bokuto dont like you .

atsumu: what

oikawa: im being petty too since you want to be
oikawa: you want to ruin me and iwas relationship ill ruin yours and your friends

atsumu: huh

oikawa: bokuto and kuroo talk so much shit about you. i didnt tell you because i felt bad but fuck your feelings now
oikawa: theyve called you annoying, an attention seeker, bad mannered, nasty, the list is kind of long

atsumu: no. they didnt

oikawa: how are you sure about that?
oikawa: after all you arent in the third groupchat

atsumu: oh
atsumu: ok
atsumu: whatever
atsumu: i dont need you bokuto or kuroo anyway. i like being alone

oikawa: thats a lie

atsumu: i hate you
atsumu: you started this shit all because you wanted to go back to iwaizumi.
atsumu: ill never forgive you
atsumu: bye

atsumu: and i know you like being used but i really dont. so when iwaizumi breaks your heart and you find someone else to make arrangements with make sure they like being used first. because i feel like i wasted my time with you. and yeah im upset about it. so thanks for using me oikawa. i really fucking hated it.