SUMMER BREAK | sakuatsu

fifty three

atsumu: sakusa

you: woah no omi kun today?

atsumu: omi-kun

you: hello atsumu😸

atsumu: i like you
atsumu: alot

you: woah
you: you do?

atsumu: mhm i do
atsumu: dont you like me back?

you: i do like you back i just
you: never expected you to be straight forward about it.. and say it over text
you: i also kinda hoped i was going to be the one to tell you first 😔

atsumu: so if you like me, then why did you say those bad things about me to akaashi

you: oh..
you: who showed you that?

atsumu: thats the first thing youre going to ask me?
atsumu: not even apologise?

you: atsumu i like you. what i said was a while ago. i like you alot now.

atsumu: omi-kun why are you playing with my feelings
atsumu: we havent even talked long enough for you to say 'it was a while back'
atsumu: you knew i liked you. i made it clear and obvious i was interested in you from the very first day we started talking.
atsumu: if you wasn't interested you could've just told me. why did you have to wait for me to find out through someone else?
atsumu: you made me think we had a chance together. i never settle down for one person but i was ready to settle down for you. i probably look so stupid to you right?

you: no you dont, i was stupid then tsumu. ive made it clear to akaashi i like you because i do like you. i want to date you and go on dates with you. do couple stuff with you and all. kiss you even, and i hate kissin. atsumu, ive never truly hated you please try understand that

atsumu: gosh im so dumb
atsumu: i really thought you would atleast try to apologise but instead youre giving me cringy couple scenarios

you: youre right
you: im sorry
you: my intentions were never to hurt you. I was just upset with you when you started telling me about your sex life. I just found it uncomfortable and didnt know how to address the situation with you.

atsumu: youre really shit at apologising i hope you know that

you: im aware

atsumu: and i wont be accepting your shit apology i hope you know that too

you: i expected that but just try to understand i like you alot and everything i said was just an in the moment thing. believe me tsumu im trying

atsumu: yeah, trying to victimise yourself

you: im sorry if its coming off that way but im not.

atsumu: can you stop fucking apologising if it isnt a real apology? im expecting essays of why youre sorry not an appalling sentence..
atsumu: you played with my feelings and i just feel like you dont care :( ive been nothing but kind to you and to akaashi but you guys talk about me like ive bullied you your whole life. i dont even know why im even bothering right now when we are clearly going nowhere with this. dont talk to me again
atsumu: i hate you