rockstar || jaden hossler

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jaden's pov

I really fucked up when I cheated on Ellie, and everyday since I lost her has been nothing but awful. I needed her.

As I was laying there thinking in bed, my phone buzzed and I got a notification that said Ellie was live on Instagram, so I went on it.
When I got on, I noticed how much pain she was in, and then I saw the comments. Thousands of people were telling her to kill herself, and I had no idea why. She didn't do anything wrong, so why was everyone hating on her so much.

I could see the pain and tiredness in her eyes. I could tell she wanted to give up. Before she ended it she blew a kiss to the camera, and said, " I love you all so much, please never forget that." Then she ended it.

I quickly ran to her room, and she was not in her bed. I was freaking out, I ran my fingers through my hair, trying to think fast where she could have possibly went. Then I heard her crying in the bathroom, I ran over trying to open the door, but it was locked.

I banged on the door, "ELLIE! Open the door please!"

She didn't respond, which made me only freak out more. I couldn't cry, I had to stay strong for her, my voice cracked as I spoke, "PLEASE ELLIE OPEN THE DOOR!"

She still didn't respond, but I could still hear her crying, so it did put me at ease to know she was still alive. I felt tears roll down my cheeks, and I poured my heart out to her, and she still never responded.

As I was trying to get the door open, I heard a thud, which made my stomach and heart drop. This could not be happening. There was no longer any sound coming from the bathroom, and it was dead silent.

I finally kicked the door in, and there Ellie was laying on the bathroom floor unconscious. I rushed over to her pulling her into my arms crying harder, and screaming for help.

I held her tight against me, "Ellie, stay with me please. I can't lose you. I need you."

I continued to scream for help, hoping the guys would hear me. Ellie needed them now more than ever to be here for her.

Bryce was the first one to come, "What's wro-" he stopped when he saw me holding a bloodied Ellie. He rushed over to us kneeling down, "What the hell happened?!?!"

I told him about the live and the hate. I couldn't help but feel responsible for all of this.

Griffin came running in, "Sorry I was on-" he stopped when he saw Bryce and i sitting there holding Ellie.

He stuttered, "W-what h-happened?"

My voice cracked as I spoke again, "I'll explain later, but someone needs to call 911 and my phone is in my room."

Griffin quickly pulled out his phone and called 911.

When the ambulance finally got there, Bryce was the only one allowed to ride with her because he was family. So right now, all the guys and I were on the way to meet them at the hospital.

I stayed silent the whole ride there, I couldn't speak. I felt like everything around me was going by in slow motion, it was as if the world around me didn't exist.

When we got into the hospital I got out and ran inside, and ran up to the desk.

The lady behind the desk looked at me strangely, "Uh, can I help you sir?"

I nodded, "Yes. Do you have any information on Ellie Hall?"

She typed away on her computer before looking back at me, "It appears she is currently in surgery."

I nodded, "Thank you."

She nodded, "Anytime."

I walked over and sat in a chair away from everyone. I had no idea where Bryce was, but he probably knew more since he had been here the whole time.

I sat there with my head in hands. I finally just let it all out and I broke down. I couldn't hold it in any longer. I was so scared I was going to lose her. I was truly in love with her, and I had never been able to tell her that. God i'm so fucking stupid.

I felt someone pat my back, and take a seat next to me. I looked over to see who it was, and it was Bryce.

His eyes were red and puffy, and I could tell he had been crying. He sniffles running his fingers through his hair and cleared his throat before speaking, "I spoke with the doctors. She is in surgery because they found some internal bleeding from some trauma, she must have faced recently. I have no idea what kind of trauma she had faced, except for when today I found her unconscious on her bedroom floor. They also noticed a bunch of bruises all over her body, and they said the bleeding and bruising led them to believe she was abused. They were asking who could have done this to her, but I have no idea bro. But whoever did this to her is going to pay for this, and I'm not letting them get away with this shit. But anyways, they said she should be fine. She is going to pull through this man. I know Ellie, she is the strongest person I have ever met."

I nodded letting out a sigh of relief, "You're right man. She is strong. She's going to pull through this stronger than ever. But as for the abuse, I have no idea who could done any of this to her either."

Then I remembered the comments Mads made on her instagram posts, and I thought maybe Mads was somehow responsible for this, but I also remember that Ellie was supposed to be hanging out with Quinton earlier, so he would've been the one with Ellie before she went unconscious the first time. So I couldn't help but think that he was somehow responsible also.

My thoughts were interrupted when a doctor came out to the waiting room, "Family of Ellery Hall."

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authors note
let me know how you guys like this one!! also still feel free to any suggestions or ideas you may have!! i love you all❤️