𝐍𝐎 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 | Hwang Hyunjin

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- - Play Date - Melanie Martinez - -
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"You talked more yesterday." We were in a cafe now, it wasn't very that small of a cafe, it was quite big.

I just ate my burrito without saying something.

"Because I don't want to talk."

"With me or at all?"

"Both I guess."

"Wow, that hurt."

"I didn't knew anything could hurt you, Hwang Hyunjin", I anderes and rolled my eyes while taking a bite.

"That's really insensitive."

"You're insensitive."

There was silence between us.

Like before.

Hyunjin always tried starting a conversation, but I wasn't really in the mood to talk a lot, I always answered with short answers or just nodding or something like that.

"Why do you hate me so much?", he suddenly asked.

I just swallowed my food without answering.

"What did I do to you?"

I still didn't say anything. I didn't move either. I just looked down at my food.

I don't know why I couldn't answer.

I didn't know what to answer.

"Is it because of your past? Did something happened to you?", he said softly, with no more pressure in his voice anymore.

I still didn't talked.

"Babe, you can talk to me."

"First of all, stop calling me babe or babygirl I am not you fucking babe. I literally never talked to you before yesterday so shut up. And why would I talk to you? You wouldn't understand it anyways", I said. I started to get a little bit tetchy.

"Do you really think that low of me?", he asked. He sounded disappointed.

But I didn't really cared if I hurt his feelings or something.

I mean he doesn't have feelings.

"Yes I do. And that has a reason. The way you fucking act with other people is just disgusting". Now, I wasn't just tetchy anymore, I started to get angry.

I don't know why, it just came.

Hyunjin made me angry.

"When you will just stop with these prejudices, you notice that I'm trying to prove you different", he started to get angry too.

"Why would you? Why would you put so much effort in a person? Does that really turn you on that much that I don't fall for you from the first second on?"

"I don't know what it is but I think I isn't it worth either way, because you're just mean and heartless."

"I'm heartless?", I laughed bitter.

"How ironic. You are the heartless one here. And I don't fuck half of the school. You don't care about anyone's feelings."

"So that's what you are thinking of me? I am a heartless fuckboy without feelings?", he asked.

His voice sounded even more disappointment than a few moments ago.
Disappointed and sad.

And I started feeling like I was the disappointment.
I didn't really knew where this feeling came from.