DISCONTINUED (My Love)

Chapter 12

Avani's POV

While sitting at home I start balling my eyes out for the 5th time today. I just couldn't believe he would think I was doing something wrong even though he was pretty much cuddling with Nessa.

It's been like 5 days since I've seen Anthony. He has been blowing my phone up and knocking on my door but he never came in.

I decided to take a bath. I start running the water and gathering my clothes. I get in and I realize that maybe I could do something that isn't so painful. So I start slowly going under water but right before my nose is under water someone pulls me up wrapping me in a towel.

"Avani Gregg what are you doing", Anthony says so gently
"What the fuck anthony why did you do that?", i ask him yelling
"because Avani. I love you and just because I did something wrong doesn't mean I don't want you here with me.", he says without tiredly and gently
"what's wrong with you", i ask because he was just being so soft.
"if you would really like to know...i've been crying nonstop for 5 days thinking about you and how wrong I was. I also talked to Nessa. She told me she liked me but I told her to just stop because I was just a rebound from Josh. Also I know that and i'm sorry won't make you forgive me but i'm sorry because i should've pushed her of me but I also didn't want to be rude and I didn't think she liked me. I thought we were just being friends. And I'm extremely sorry for not noticing you and realizing that you were in such deep ass pain and you were cutting yourself and-", anthony says but i cut him off with a kiss

"you were talking to much", i say and we both laugh
"i understand and i'm sorry for not trying to talk to you about it. it's not that i don't trust you i'm just stubborn. If we want to make this work we need to communicate and trust each other and not be jealous of each other and everything that we do.", i say without yelling
"yes i 100% agree with you. i want us to work. i want to grow old with you but i need to stop putting yourself in a deep dark hole. Every time you think about going down that hole think about how many people love you and if that doesn't work then think about your future and if that doesn't work think about what would happen if you weren't here. maybe you would feel better but those around you wouldn't.", he says and i hug him because he cares about me so much and I can tell her does.

(a/n...this is a very serious topic i am writing about and if you ever have any thoughts about suicide or anything close to it don't hesitate to message me or call this number 1-800-273-8255 this is very important ❤️)

*time skip to the next day*

I woke up in Anthony's arms and I was happy we were both on good terms again. I think I may have overreacted when everything happened as far as almost killing my self so I'm seeing an online therapist to help me.

Anthony started moving around.

"morning beautiful"
"good morning", i say smiling at him
"whatcha thinking about", he asks
"Us and how we are back on good terms", i say

Then he pulls me on top of him and starts kissing me. Then I hear a random voice and realize the Thomas lets anyone in the house.

"Hey Avani it's me Jackson. Oh my god are you really cheating on me?", The voice asks

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•hey everyone my birthday is tomorrow so i'm not sure if i will post tomorrow but if i might
•i hope you all enjoyed and i know what you're thinking..there is so much going on. But I have to keep the story interesting and keep the drama active right?
•anyway i'm sorry for any typos or errors
•cliffhanger!!!!
•and for the people messaging me. IM A GIRL lol
•to be continued...