supernatural imagines

not your fault( Sister Imagine)

so i just want to give a warning this imagine might be triggering for some. if that's the case for you than please don't read it. it is a sad one. this is also going to be written in third person pov.

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a gun was shot outside the bunker. 

Y/n was waiting for Dean to pick her up from school it was another bad day at school people at school were making fun of her again. 

'' Y/N!!!!!'' Sam yelled. 

'' hey Dean'' Y/n said as she stepped in the impala. 

'' hey kiddo how was school'' Dean asked. 

'' you know the same as always'' She said. 

'' I am calling the Paramedics now'' Dean said 

they arrived at the bunker Y/n went straight to her room where she could write in her journal. ever since her brothers found out they had a little sister they became overprotective. she knew if she told her brothers about what was happening at school they would kill them. probably with help from Cas and Gabriel and maybe Crowley. 

last weekend she could join her brothers on a hunt it was supposed to be a simple salt and burn but even that she screwed up Sam ended up with very bad injuries and Dean had yelled at her something they always did when she screwed up. they would tell her how she screwed up. they would apologize later and saying that she didn't screw up. but Y/n knew she did. 

everyone at school despised her she had no friends some would pretend to like her before doing something mean. she had enough she couldn't bare anymore of this. 

she started to write a letter. 

'' hey Sammy do you think something might be wrong with Y/n'' Dean asked. 

'' cause she is behaving different'' Sam said looking at his brother. 

'' yeah... like something is up'' Dean said. 

'' why didn't we see it sooner'' Dean said crying

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'' hey do you guys want something from the store I wanna get some ice cream it's been a rough day'' Y/n said.

'' yeah bring me some pie'' Dean said. 

'' okay Sam want anything'' Y/n said. 

'' yeah uhm.. we are almost out of cantaloupe'' Sam said. 

'' the hell is that'' Y/n asked. Dean looked weird. 

'' it's a type of melon'' Sam said. 

'' okay love you guys'' Y/n said she turned around and walked outside she had dropped the note she wrote on the ground on purpose. she thought she would nervous. she thought about things that her brothers said. 

'' it's okay not to be okay.... you can talk to me about everything except periods that was Dean.... we love you and never let anybody hurt you....'' Bit to late for that. 

she had grabbed the gun that was tucked in her waistband her brothers wouldn't let her leave with her carrying it or a knife. she didn't feel anything when she put the gun underneath her chin. for a moment she wanted to stop that there was some sort of hope. Thought entered her mind things that people told her. 

'' your are wortless'' 

'' you are a whore''

'' why don't you just end yourself nobody wants you anyway that's why your parent's gave you away''