"i'm sorry"// daniel seavey

part thirty

alex: bro i love horror and i'm also into true crime
mariah: i honestly believe she would get away with murder
jack: oh god we have a murder in our house
alex: just don't get on my bad side and you'll be fine

i chose insidious on netflix. we got popcorn n snacks ready. my job was popcorn and of course wit daniel. we're in the kitchen making sum popcorn n talking. no one is around us so we're now talking about us n what happened

alex: soooooooo about what happened...
daniel: i know this is like the 3rd if talking to you but i really like you.
alex: i know you told me. n i like you too but i don't know if i'm ready.
daniel: because of your ex?
alex: yeah exactly
daniel: i would like to know what happened so i won't trigger anything but i completely understand n respect your decision on when you're gonna tell me or even if you are
alex: thank you daniel. i will tell you just when i'm ready. i don't know if i can trust you
daniel: you can alex
alex: that's what everyone has been telling me.
daniel: hey again tell me when you're ready but you can trust me.
alex: okay i'll think about it soon.
daniel: good. n well good timing because the popcorn is done
alex: hey look at us

we both laugh. then i grab a few bowls to spread the popcorn between everyone. then i grab the hot sauce

daniel: what's that for?
alex: i like it wit my popcorn
daniel: you're weird
alex: but it tastes good. you should try it
daniel: nope i'm good
alex: come on what's the harm in trying it. it's actually good
daniel: okay fine.

i feed him a popcorn wit hot sauce on it. he chews it n gives a look.

alex: so?
daniel: it's good. i like it
alex: see. i told you!
daniel: okay you're not weird now
alex: whatever. now let's go watch the movie!!

i run to the living room n give everyone their popcorn. i put hella hot sauce on mine. then we get comfy. daniel is lowkey cuddling me. which is making me really happy. n comfortable wit him. i start the movie. i'm laughing at every part that is supposedly scary while everyone is hiding under their blankets. i take a video of all of em n start laughing so hard. i save the video n post it on my private story. i dont open my snaps n get back to the movie. every time daniel gets scared he cuddles into me which is making my heart melt. we're just holding each other. well i'm holding him because he's scared. anyway yeah it's so cute.

time skip

the movie now ended n i'm still laughing at how everyone was scared. i start cleaning up n so does mariah. i take the bowls from everyone n mariah picks up the garbage. we both make it to the kitchen. no one is with us so mariah decides to talk about what happened.

mariah: i saw you n daniel cuddling.
alex: n so were you n jonah. 
mariah: it was that noticeable?
alex: yeah but y'all were so cute. your head was dug under him. the cutest thing ever
mariah: thanks baby. it looked like you were comforting daniel
alex: oh i was. he was so scared. it was hilarious.
mariah: how did that movie not scare you?!
alex: because i'm alex
mariah: n you're physco.
alex: awe thanks for noticing.
mariah: i love you
alex: i love you too mi amor

i start cleaning the bowls n letting em dry. since i'm already cleaning so why don't i just do the rest of the dishes. so i do just that. damn who knew that 5 boys in a house n they don't know how to do the dishes. oh we've been knew.

i quickly finish n i let the stuff dry. i get back to everyone to see that they are literally almost asleep. i wake up the boys n make sure they get to their rooms. daniel is the last one i have to bring. i keep poking him to wake him up. soon he wakes up enough to walk. he goes to his room n i make sure he's in his bed good. i was about to leave until i heard him speak up.

daniel: alex can you stay?
alex: stay where?
daniel: wit me.
alex: why
daniel: because i'll miss you when i'm sleeping
alex: not today
daniel: awe cmon. whyyyyyy
alex: not today buddy. i have work
daniel: so?
alex: just go to sleep daniel. i'll see you later goodnight
daniel: fine another time. goodnight gorgeous

i close his light n close his door. i'm blushing so hard right now. "goodnight gorgeous" still rings in my head by the time i make it to our house. i say goodnight to mariah n i go to my room. it feels good to say that this amazing room is MINE. wow. i take off my sherpa n hang it back up.

i turn off my lights and bury myself in my new bed

oooo it's so comfy. i love it. imma have the best sleep tonight n every other night in this bed.

i plug my phone on the charger n set my alarms for work tomorrow. then i start to drift to sleep.

girl alex you should've stayed with daniel