"i'm sorry"// daniel seavey

part forty four

i put my cap back on n we have to start walking out. the music starts to play again n that's our signal to get out our rows n walk to the back. i grab mariah's hand n we walk back together. i hug her tightly as we make it to the back.

i'm literally crying so hard right now. i say thank you n bye to all my professors n all my other friends in my classes. we exchange number just in case n then me n mariah head out to meet up wit our families.

i see my parents n brian so i run up to them n we all go into a group hug as we are all crying. happy tears tho

right?

i then go hug my second mama. mariah's mom.

then i go hug the buys leaving daniel for last. he whispers in my ear

daniel: i am so proud of you. like i'm so proud. and i know that corey is the most proud of you. he's cheering you on from up there.
alex: thank you dani. means a lot. n i hope he is. i know he his.

i kiss his cheek n we all group back together. as we're all together, we try to decide what to do next

alex: can we eat something? im so hungry
daniel: we better get sum food in her or she'll become moody
mama: wow you know her too well
daniel: she growled at me last time. it was scary
alex: hey i didn't growl at you. i just told you to get me food
daniel: let's agree to disagree for now
baba: okay so you guys wanna go to flat top?
alex n mariah: YESSSSSS
corbyn: okay it's settled. we'll go back in our groups n meet you guys there.
alex: sounds good to me.

the group disperses while mariah n jonah wit me n daniel go to our cars. since the rest of the group isn't wit us i grab daniel's hand as we walk to my car. we make it to our cars. jonah n mariah leave right away while me n daniel didnt even get into the car yet. after they left we were left alone which is perfect

daniel: you looked amazing down there. n you still do.
alex: n you look handsome like always
daniel: is alex really complimenting me right now??
alex: oh stop
daniel: never
alex: just shut up n kiss me already

he didn't say anything else n just smashed his lips onto mine. as my back is against the car he brings his hand to my neck slightly choking me. as one of my hand is on his cheek the other is in his hair.

soon it changed into a hot n intense make out session. sooner than later we stopped cause we have to get to the restaurant. he was about to go into the car as i pulled him by his shirt n gave him another peck on the lips.

daniel: cute
alex: oh i know i am

i wink at him n then i start driving. it's a bit of a drive like 30 minutes. so i put on music.

me n daniel sing our hearts out. obviously he's better at singing than me but still it was so fun.

30 minutes later

we made it to flat top n i parked by mariah. who just made it which is suspicious but whatever. i gave daniel a last minute peck before we got out of the car.

we meet up wit everyone inside who already got us a table. how nice. we sit down. i'm in the middle of daniel n brian.

brian: what took you guys so long?
alex: um traffic. annoying right?
brian: sureeee i believe
alex: shut the fuck up
mama: language
alex: i just graduated college i-. okay mama

we order our food n keep talking. the boys have grown on my parents ever since we first moved. n that's crazy.

time skip

we finished out food n we all payed. it took awhile to pay because the parents wanted to pay the whole thing n we all got mad at each other. blah blah blah. anyway it's almost gonna be sundown. so the parents have to be back home so we say goodbye.

mama: i'm so proud of you
baba: beyond proud
alex: i love you guys so much. now please be careful n text me when you get home.
baba: okay i love you
alex: i love y'all more

i go hug mariahs mom n then she leaves.

my parents are letting brian stay for the night at ours. so then we all get into the rest of the cars n head up to the hill top. the spot.

of course i'm in the car wit daniel alone. his hand is on my thigh. he slowly moves his thumb across my skin sending shivers down my body

daniel: you're amazing alex.
alex: that's all you
daniel: i can't wait to make it official. like you're mine but not yet. you know what i mean?
alex: yeah i get it. n me too but i'm scared
daniel: why are you scared?
alex: your fans. like i know most of them are amazing but some are just crazy. they want to know every detail of yalls relationships n i'm just scared.
daniel: well we can just tell the boys n everyone close to us n then when you're ready we can tell the public if you want. we don't have to unless you don't want to.
alex; yeah i guess. let's just not tell the boys yet okay. it's just us for now. i don't want them to dick ride us the whole time
daniel: yeah true.
alex: okay well do you wanna sleep in my room tonight?
daniel: of course i would love to.
alex: okay well we're here

we get out the car n meet wit the others at the top of the hill.

i would love to kiss daniel like that bruh