"i'm sorry"// daniel seavey

part thirty four

3 months later

i know what y'all are thinking. what could happen in those 2 months? lemme tell you.

i'm still working at the cafe of course. i've had like a few more projects for class which the boys helped me wit. they were my models. i had one photo shoot wit the boys for their instagram. they tagged me in the post n now i have way more followers than i had last time. which is crazy. a lot of limelights are speculating about any relationships wit the boys. we debunked their theories. everyone keeps shipping me wit daniel.

speaking bout daniel. we got closer. we had more movie nights. we cuddled n snuggled a lot more. i'm starting to trust him. n the rest of the boys. they're amazing. n i slept over at my old house a couple of times. same wit brian. he slept over at the house. my parents keep asking me so many questions about daniel n if we're dating yet. i keep tell em no of course cause we aren't. yet. never? i don't even know anymore.

i do have feelings for him but i think he lost his towards me. but jonah n mariah are going strong. they didn't make it official yet but i feel like they are going to soon. they're so cute. they cuddle at any given moment. mariah told me that they had their first kiss together. not like their actual first kiss but their first kiss between them. if that made sense. i'm rooting for them. n if he hurts her oh hell will come down on him. i will actually kill him. one time mariah had to stop me from going to her ex's house. i was about to beat the living shit outta him. anyway enough of the recap n story times. let's get back to the present.

may 22, 2020
friday night
7:30 pm

im at the guys house. we all are. n i'm making dinner wit mariah. i brought my speaker n i'm blasting music while dancing around the kitchen. also making the food. making sure not to burn it. the boys are dancing n singing wit us. we're making spaghetti n garlic bread. all from scratch. except the bread. i cant make bread.

a why don't we song came on. all the boys look at each other n then to us. we start laughing.

the song is. drum roll pleaseeeeeeee. big plans. the boys did their harmonies. i tried so hard not chime in. again only daniel heard my voice. i don't like when people listen to me singing. anyway soon the food is done wit more dancing n singing.

i set the table. n everyone sits down. me n daniel are sitting next to each other. everyone takes a bite.

alex n mariah: so how is it?
the boys: AMAZINGGGGG
alex: we that good?
zach: yes. i missed home cooked meals
mariah: do none of y'all cook?
jonah: no we do. it's just not as good as this
alex: wow haha

we continue on eating n talking bout stuff. we finish our food n i start cleaning up the table. daniel starts to help me too

jack: oh i totally forgot to tell you guys but tomorrow we're going to a party
mariah: we're like you guys or including us?
corbyn: including you guys of course. that's if you guys wanna go
alex: what's the party for?
daniel: david dobrik's friend. jason nash. it's his birthday tomorrow n he's throwing a party. so you guys wanna come?
alex: a chance to meet david dobrik, jason nash, n the rest of the vlog squad...FUCK YEAH
mariah: ME TOO
alex: i love david so much
jack: okay well that's settled.

i finish up the dishes n everyone started doing their own thing. i went back to my room n went to watch a movie. i then fell asleep.

8:30 am
saturday may 23, 2020

i wake up to my annoying ass alarm. i turn it off n head to the shower. i do what i gotta do n get out.

i get my uniform on and pack everything else i need for work then i head to mariah's room and throw a pillow at her

mariah: fuck you
alex: you said you wanna come today so get up bitch
mariah: ugh okay see you down in 10
alex: okay i'll count you on that

i head downstairs n start to make breakfast for us. i made sandwiches. not a bad choice. i eat my sandwich as i wait for mariah n look at instagram n tiktok. 10 minutes later she actually came down n i gave her a sandwich. we get in the car n head to work. i get there. she sits in her usual spot. i go get my apron n clock in. i get every set n i open the place.

time skip to my break

i clock out n see jake. i hug him n then sit down next to mariah. she's finishing up homework. our graduation is next week. friday actually. may 29th.

wow just yesterday it felt like i was a freshman in high school. but i'll save these feelings for later. we both need finish a few more things until we can graduate. n that's what we're doing. like one more project for me n yeah that pretty much it.

the list of my break was doing work n the rest was talking to mariah bout the party later today for jason nash. imma meet david dobrik which is crazy. well hopefully i do. anyway my break finished so i headed back to work.

sooner than i know it my shift is done so i can go home yayay. i put my stuff away n we get in my car. n head home. i throw my stuff in my room n i head back to the guys house

imagine getting the chance to david dobrik