"Would you kindly undress so that I may relieve myself?" My jaw dropped and Hisoka laughed. He winked at me and pinched my cheeks and said, "go ahead y/n strip for us. It's ok." I blushed and said incredulously, "s-strip? In front of Illumi? Hiso wh...
Your POV: I jolted awake and I immediately knew Hisoka was here, I could sense his aura. I looked up to see Hisoka's outstretched claw- like nails lunging for Kei. I gathered as much strength as I could and launched myself at Hisoka to derail him. I caught him in the nick of time and I sat on him, panting. My body felt like lead and my eyelids longed to close. I forced myself to stay awake and I said, "Tsukishima, get out of here." He quickly and quietly slipped out and I looked down at Hisoka. Through my legs, I could feel his muscles were bunched and taut. I smoothed my hair back absentmindedly and exhausted I scolded him, "Hisoka what's wrong with you? Don't you dare kill him or else I'll be really fucking upset with you." He said nothing too many emotions flit over his face for me to properly process in my current state. I flopped down down on top of him, utterly exhausted. He curled his muscled arms around me, and I exhaled and laughed a little at how I really had saved Tsuki's life with my conjuring powers and (somewhat) talent for healing. (I mean I was the one who endangered it in the first place but I did it, didn't I?!). Hisoka was still dead silent and I wondered what the hell was his deal. I didn't have enough strength to examine his expression and try to figure out what was wrong with him today. Occasional bouts of murderous intent wasn't new for him but he seemed upset besides that. I sighed and stroked his neck as I relaxed my sweaty body against him. I noticed how tense he was as I touched him. Touching him made me feel so at ease and comfortable, my eyelids started to droop again. Half asleep, I said concernedly, "your neck is so tight, baby, why are upset, Hiso?" He exhaled hard through his nose and in a low tone, " I wasn't there for you. You called and I wasn't there. I should've been there to help you. I was on a call with a beautiful toy and I should've..." I laughed and pat him as I drifted off to sleep again. Semi-conscious I said, "don't worry about it baby, Illumi answered his phone, so I'm ok." I dimly felt Hisoka's body shake with pure rage under me but I couldn't stay awake any longer. I was pulled into the blissful darkness of a deep sleep as I heard him roar and I felt him clutch my back and pull me into a bone crushing hug.
When I awoke, my eyes were filled with tears and I didnt recognize where I was. I was laying on my stomach and I frantically looked around. It looked like I was in a nice hotel room. My head throbbed and I saw Hisoka sitting in the corner crying. I tried to sit up but my butt felt like it was on fire. I felt blood drip down and I turned to look at my backside and I cried out in horror. On my left cheek a star hard been deeply and brutally carved into me and and on the right a tear had been carved. I started crying and I screeched, "Hisoka, you did this? You did this to me? Baby, what...?" His head was in his hands and I could barely move. I started crying into the sheets and I said, "why, Hisoka, why? Why did you hurt me? What the hell is going on?" I was still bleary with sleep and I felt discombobulated. I forced myself to try to calm down but I was hyperventilating nonetheless. He rose to his face and I got a good look at his bloodshot eyes and his up and as his tears trailing down his face.
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My jaw dropped in horror at his distressed expression. I was feeling a flurry of emotions and the strongest two were pain for myself and pain and empathy for what he was feeling and the desire to help him. he frowned as he looked at me and opened his palms up. Tears trailed out of my eyes and down my face as I waited for him to say something, anything. He said frantically while smiling through his tears, "I did this for us, so you can have the freedom to do what you like, but so I'm carved into your skin, just like you're carved into my heart. I did this for us." He smiled as he cried, and I broke down into sobbing tears, overwhelmed with this whole situation. My body shook with sobs and he sighed as tears slipped down his face and he whispered softly , "it was so hard to see you hurting my love, but this is so you never forget you're mine. I made it deep enough so even when you heal there will be scars. I love you so much, you're mine forever dear, this will remind you-" I cried and looked into his eyes. His beautiful, golden eyes ringed with darkness. Through my sobs I said, "why does it hurt to love you so much Hisoka? Why is it so hard to love you sometimes? Why did you do this to me while I was asleep?" His eyebrows shot up and he grabbed my hand. He said silkily, tears still leaking out of his eyes, "my Love, please, I wanted to show my love for you, see, I have the same." I watched him take off his shirt and I watched in horror as he presented me his bleeding chest proudly. My first and last name was carved into his chest. I looked up from the disturbing sight to his face and crouched down by the bed so he was at my eye level. I looked at him, trying to discern what led him to do this, why he didn't just wake me up. Usually I could calm him down before he got this bad but...He flashed his teeth and whispered, "my dear, even when it heals I'll have your name on me forever. It's like those couple tattoos ordinary people get all the time. When you're strong enough to heal us, we'll match, my dear." I laughed through my tears at what he said. He called this a 'couples tatoo'?! I mean, it was something I had mentioned and thought about before but... I groaned as I remembered a conversation he had had in Atlantais:
